chapter v. BUTTERFLiES
if nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies.
- author unknown
"hi,
stella"
"..."
"i won't
tell anyone,
stella"
"..."
"stella,
please"
i turned
around
and
he actually
smiled.
my stilled
stomach,
felt
wild.
"i'm
sorry,
louis"
he shook
his head,
and wiped
my
tears.
he looked
away
--nervous--
stumbling
over his
messy
sentence.
"would
you like
out;
a date,
or something"
i know
what
that
was, now;
when
my stomach
went
wild.
butterflies;
aching
to be free
and
change
my world.
change
me,
a caterpillar,
to a beautiful
butterfly;
flying
to the heavens.
finally
with louis
in the stars.
----
what
does it
mean, when
someone
makes you
forget how
to breathe.
when i
met him
in the foyer,
in
blue jeans
without knees.
he
made it
like i was
worthy;
insecure,
they
call it.
it was a
beautiful day;
he told me
i looked
pretty.
unsure,
not expectant.
"where
do you
want
to go?"
"where
can
we go?"
"anywhere"
he
took me to
the shops,
and we
didn't
need to
talk.
i looked
at our feet,
and
when i
spotted
our shoes
i could see.
vans;
mine burgundy,
his covered
with pictures of
spider man.
the
small
connection,
that led
the butterflies
to try
again;
fly
so high
to become
a twinkling
star.
they
tried to go,
i'm just
not sure
yet,
how far.
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FADE ; l.t.
Fanfictionconsencere; (v.) to grow old and gray together; to stay too long in an occupation; or to decay, to lose respect, to fade. © 2015, @evergloww All Rights Reserved. Cover by @evergloww ! trigger warning to anyone struggling with self harm ! COMPLETED
