chapter iii. SiMPLE
simple; (adj.) easily understood or done; presenting no difficulty.
they
said it'd be
easy;
and that
everything
would be
okay.
I'm afraid
I'm not okay,
and
nothing is
easy.
they
told me
to make
a
friend,
and to
socialize;
have
"fun"
but
how
could I have
fun
in the
skin I'm in.
I don't
want
to trust,
trust
is dangerous;
even more
than lies.
I suppose
it was
okay
today--
i turned
20, and
they
celebrated.
not for
fun.
only
because
I lived
just
a little
longer.
I only came
closer to
my
demise.
-----
I met a boy
today;
louis,
was his
name--
electrifying eyes
dull.
he asked
why;
like
everyone
else did.
"because
I wanted
become
a star;
like they
told
me"
"who?"
"everyone;
of course,
they
weren't
right"
again
he asked
"why?"
"they
lied;
because
I am not
bright--
only a
glimmer.
almost
gone.
what about
you,
louis?"
"they think
I'm
insane, but
I'm doing
what
they asked;
just
like
you"
and just
for
a while,
just a
little
while;
everything was
fine,
maybe
even simple--
just
a little.
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