chapter vii. WiSHiNG
it's like wishing for rain while standing in the desert.
"i realized
something,
louis""and
what's that,
love?""i'll
never
be okay""yes,
you will;
we will""no,
i won't.
i can wish,
but it
won't
come true"-----
my eyes
never left
the picture of
us.from our
second date
in a
record store.we
called it
"forgetting"
when we
were
rented by
sorrow.and I
loved
the way
he smiled
at me.everything
froze
and I swearhe only
ever
smiled
with me.I loved
the way he
talked,
and his
eyes
they shone in
the starlight.but
even then
I fear that
my wish for
purity,
simplicity,
peace --I fear
they are
impossible.I
am in
the desert,
dry of
happiness.and
all I want,
is
just a little
rain.
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Fanfictionconsencere; (v.) to grow old and gray together; to stay too long in an occupation; or to decay, to lose respect, to fade. © 2015, @evergloww All Rights Reserved. Cover by @evergloww ! trigger warning to anyone struggling with self harm ! COMPLETED