chapter vii. WiSHiNG
it's like wishing for rain while standing in the desert.
"i realized
something,
louis"
"and
what's that,
love?"
"i'll
never
be okay"
"yes,
you will;
we will"
"no,
i won't.
i can wish,
but it
won't
come true"
-----
my eyes
never left
the picture of
us.
from our
second date
in a
record store.
we
called it
"forgetting"
when we
were
rented by
sorrow.
and I
loved
the way
he smiled
at me.
everything
froze
and I swear
he only
ever
smiled
with me.
I loved
the way he
talked,
and his
eyes
they shone in
the starlight.
but
even then
I fear that
my wish for
purity,
simplicity,
peace --
I fear
they are
impossible.
I
am in
the desert,
dry of
happiness.
and
all I want,
is
just a little
rain.
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FADE ; l.t.
Fanficconsencere; (v.) to grow old and gray together; to stay too long in an occupation; or to decay, to lose respect, to fade. © 2015, @evergloww All Rights Reserved. Cover by @evergloww ! trigger warning to anyone struggling with self harm ! COMPLETED
