The Awakening (Sequel To Unlikely Love)

Chapter 5

Rose's P.O.V.

Did she just say her mom made her like this. Surely I heard her wrong. Wait now that I think of it she never talks about her mom. I don't think she's ever even mentioned her mom to us.

"What do you mean sweetie." I asked her.

"I mean that my mom taught me to be like that. She always made me feel bad when something went wrong. It was my fault and she would leave the house for days and then come back mad at me. She would always blame me. My dad left the house one day and I was home and..." She stopped talking and stood up and started pacing back and forth.

"Whats wrong, you can tell me." I tell her as i walk over to her.

"If I'm going to tell you I might as well tell the rest of the family. Is that okay with you?" She asks me.

"Of course." I say and we leave the room.

We walk hand in hand down the stairs. We see every one in a seat and I start to pull her to our seat when she kissed my hand and stayed in the middle of the circle. Once I sat down she started with her life with her mom.

"My mom is the reason why I am the way I am. My mom blamed me for everything that went wrong and she would leave me for days without coming and checking on me. Charlie was on a trip so we were alone for two weeks and she blamed me for everything. She left for days and would come home mad at me. She let me know everyday that she saw me that I was the cause for everybody else's problems. She said that I should just die and save the world from ever having to deal with me.
Charlie came home and everything was good until he left to go to work the next day. I was sitting in the kitchen making my mom some breakfast and she walked in pissed at me. She grabbed my hair and yanked me into the living room. She threw me through the wall in the living room and I broke multiple coffee tables throughout the whole thing. Luckily Charlie forgot his cell phone and came home to see her with a knife to my throat. My mom's last words to me were that I made her like this and I needed to die so she was going to take care of it.
Charlie saw this and pulled his gun out and shot her in the heart. She died instantly and he took me to the hospital.
I had broken my right leg and also my right arm. I had dislocated my left shoulder and had to get ten stitches on my head from the glass on the coffee table.
It's not in my medical records because I told them to get rid of them and Charlie helped me out with it. All my records say is that I'm a healthy kid." Bella says and I swear my heart just stopped beating,(I know it's not beating already but I'm just using it as a phrase.). My Bella was severely hurt by her mother.

I looked over to Esme and she was sobbing again. She rushed up to Bella and wrapped her legs around her waist and just sobbed. I knew that that story was going to kill Esme. Esme hates to see children abused or their family doing anything cruel to them. She has such a big heart and hates to see anything like this happening.

Bella just held her and rubbed her back. She said little nothings in her ear and sat down besides Carlisle. Carlisle looked shocked that he didn't know about what happened to her.

"I'm sorry that I didn't have a great mom and that I don't know any better than blaming these things on myself. I'm sorry that Jasper has to go through my pain and deal with it when it's not even his problem. I'm sorry that I'm not as good as you thought. I'm sorry for not telling you Carlisle about my phony hospital records. I'm sorry Rose that I make you feel like crap when I do those things because that's all I know how to do. My mom taught me to stay away from people and to hide away. She didn't want people to deal with me because she didn't even want to deal with me. So please forgive me and help me learn that i don't have to be like that, that I can depend on someone else now. Please don't give up on me." Bella says and starts crying. It's not the little crying either, it's the straight up full on crying her eyes out. "When I had to go through all of those memories it made me remember them and makes me.want to be like that again. I don't want to though. I love you guys. Your my family now and I shouldn't act the way that I am."

We all look to each other and I can tell that if they could cry they would have. The would have been crying just as hard as Bella is now with Esme. They felt terrible for what happened and want to help her to the best of their ability.

Emmett runs to her and picks up both her and Esme and bear hugs them. He sits where Bella was sitting and holds the two of them close to him. "I will help you Bella. Please don't apologize for all of that. It's not your fault and we still love you no matter what." He says.

Slowly but surely the whole family went up to them and said something along the lines of what Emmett said.

This is why my mate and fiance are going to be able to lead the Volturi. She has dealt with things that no other people should have to ever deal with.

Bella's P.O.V.

After sitting there for awhile I finally relaxes enough to stop crying. I looked up and noticed that they all had unshed tears, tears that will never fall. I look at them and I think I can do this.

I think I can lead the Volturi but I have my exceptions. My family will help me run Volturi and my Rose will also be a leader with me.

We will get the law back in place and start enforcing it.

Well there's another chapter down. Sorry if it was boring, I'll try to make them more interesting. Also we have a marriage that's coming up soon in this book so I'm looking forward to that. The next chapter should be about Bella learning about what the Volturi kings actually did and the laws. There is also going to be talk about their wedding.

Any way until next time enjoy. Have a great day/night.