Cheating husband (book 2)

My man

Kayla POV
Have been calling josh all week and he is not answering his phone, I'm so sick of that bitch of a wife of his, I don't know why her and her fucking kids don't fuck off and leave us alone, he is my man I love him and he love me, I know he try telling me he will never leave his wife for me but we will see about that, even if I have to tell the bitch about us I will, josh is mine and it's about time she knows it.
So I call josh again for what felt like the millionth time and he answers.
J- what the fuck Kayla why you keep ringing off my phone
K- Joshua stop talking to like that I'm not your fucking wife
J- too fucking right your not and you will never be
That's what he fucking think
K- josh I miss you and I wanna see you tonight
J- I can't my wife is coming home tomorrow
K- that's tomorrow josh
J- and your point being
K- if you don't come over I'm going to a bar and pick up a man and give him your pussy as you like to call it
J- you wouldn't fucking dare
K- watch me, you have 2 hours to get over here are I'm going out
J- go on out I don't care, have got my wife coming home and I'm saving this good dick for her, but if you want to be a bitch and go fuck a random be my guest
And with that he hang up on me.
That fucking josh I'll show him not to fuck with me, I'm giving him the two hours and if he don't show up he will see.

3 hours it been 3 fucking hours and he hasn't turn up, if I didn't love him so much I would have  done what I said I was going to do.
But no here I am sitting outside his house in nothing but a fucking coat.
I make my way to the door and knock and wait for him to open it.
The door opened and I pull open my coat and look up only to see Tom standing there with his eyes and mouth wide open.
T- what the fuck
I quickly do up my coat and stand there looking at him like a fool, because I know I just fuck up.
J- who is at the door Tom, Kayla what are you doing here
T- I'm gonna go
J- you don't have to leave it's just Kayla
T- yes I think I should, let me just get my jacket
I just stood there I couldn't move or talk the one thing josh didn't want his anyway one knowing about us and now Tom does.
I don't know if I should be happy about that because I know that Tom love Lola like his baby sister.
So now I know that he is going to give him 2 option 1 being he stop seeing me or 2 he leaves Lola and knowing josh he won't leave Lola.
J- Tom what wrong man it's just Kayla you 2 get on so what's your problem
T- my problem is that fucking bitch
J- don't fucking call her that man are we or going to have a problem
T- we already have a fucking problem you fucking sick bastard how could you fucking cheat and Lola a fucking gain
Josh asks in a low voice
J- what are you talking about
T- don't take me for a fucking fool this bitch turn up at your door butt naked
J- what
Josh look over at me and all I could do is put my head down
T- I'm out
J- please man lets talk about this
T- you don't need to talk to me, who you need to talk his your wife and hope and pray she don't kill you this time
J- please man you can't tell her
T- that's not my place to tell her it's your
And with that he walk out the door gets in his car and drive off.
Oh the fuck I didn't see his car park right next to my car
K- I'm so sorry josh I didn't know you had company
J- what the fuck your you thinking turning up at my door like that? You know what I don't even wanna know
And with that he Slam the door in my face.
And all I can think about his that I fuck up I'm going to lose him.
I sat in my car and cry until I couldn't cry anymore I see josh with his phone at his ear and a drink in his hand he look out and saw me in the car and walk over and closed the curtains.
I drive home thinking how much I fuck up and all I want to do is drink this pain away, why didn't I  just wait until he comes to me I know he would have come after he sort his wife out but no I had to turn up at this fucking door looking like a slut.
I can't believe how bad I fuck up