Cheating husband (book 2)

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His POV
I got home have a shower and went to my office I poured myself a drink and then I remember I haven't eaten all day so I went and make myself a sandwich
I sat eating and thinking how fuck up everything is
And then I start to wonder if what Breanna said about Lola is true and if so how could Lola do that
And than I start to think do I really know my ex wife
I finish eating my sandwich and make my way back to my office I pick up my drink and drink it in one go then I poured another one another until I start feeling it taking effect so I pick up my phone and call Lola but she didn't answer so I go to have another drink but I know I can't get too drunk I have work in the morning so I make myself a coffee and sat back down with my phone still calling Lola but she won't answer so I put my coffee down and got another drink next I know I must have had around 4 more and the more I drink the more I keep on calling Lola and she won't answer so I text her and text her but still she won't answer so I call a taxi to take me to Lola because I know have had too much to drink and the last thing I need is to be pull over after what happen with Breanna
Fuck Breanna why the fuck did I kiss her I don't even like her like that shit I have to tell Lola if I want her back I need to be honest with her last thing I want is for Breanna and her crazy self to tell her
The bitch is crazy to say Lola would do something like that to her and I believe her how fuck up can I get to believe something like that about my sweet Lola
I was brought out my though with the taxi man beeping outside so I make my way outside and got in the car
I was drop off at Lola house so I pay the driver and walk to the door and ring the bell I would have call her phone but I know that she won't answer it even though I didn't want to wake the the kids
To my surprise Lola answer the door she must not have been sleeping so why isn't she answering my calls
L- Sara I told you I was o Josh what are you doing here
J- we need to talk
L- come in
J- have you been crying
L- have you been drinking where is your car
J- yes and it's at home
L- come let me make you a coffee and we can talk I know why you are here
J- you do
L- yes Breanna
She walking in the kitchen and start to make the coffee without looking at me
J- Lola why where you crying and why do you think I'm here for Breanna
L- yes I have but I'll be ok
J- why
L- it's nothing
J- if you are crying it have to be something you don't just cry for nothing
L- here is your coffee I take it since you don't have your car you are planing and staying the night
J- yes if that's ok with you
L- that's fine let's go up to my room I don't want to sit down here and talk after you can go in one of the spare room
J- ok
So we make our way upstairs and in what use to be our room Lola lay and the bed and I went and lay next to her
L- before I start talking have got to tell you that we are still married
J- WHAT?
L- I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to drop the papers off because I fly the the USA the day other Breanna drop them off
J- you should know I didn't give her them to drop off I only sign it because I was upset and drinking after seeing you with Paolo
L- I know and you should no nothing happen between me and Paolo that night
J- I know but why do you think I'm here for Breanna
With that she got her laptop and turn it on and touch a few button and then pass it to me I look at her as in to ask why is she giving me her laptop
L- look at it
So I look at it and I see Breanna in her hospital bed sleeping
J- did someone record this and send it to you
L- no
J- so how did you got it
L- have got a camera in her room
J- what the fuck Lola
L- don't
I start to think what if she saw us in bed together could that be the reason for her crying and not answering her phone
J- how long have you been watching this
L- if you are asking did I see you two together then the answer is yes
J- Lola
L- no let me talk
So I wait for her to go on knowing that this is the end of our marriage because I fuck up again with one of her friends
L- what she said to you is the truth I did change her identification and I did get her lock up
J- but why Lola why would you do that to your best friend
L- please let me finish
I just sat back and listen to her telling me that she was protecting her family and that if Breanna have it her way I would have been in prison and how not only did Breanna threaten her life but mine and the kids
I sat and all I could think was Breanna was right I don't know my wife
L- josh say something
J- what do you want me to say Lola