Cheating husband (book 2)

Kissing

His POV
I wake up to find Lola still asleep next to me it felt good having her next to me but then I remember what I said to her last night while she pretended to be asleep it's hurt to not hear her response but I close my eyes and went to sleep and pray for tomorrow
I got up pull my clothes and and run out the room before she could wake up and make my way downstairs to see my mum and kids having breakfast
J- good morning
K- morning dad
M- your dad told me you stay the night
J- yes didn't feel like going home but where is dad anyway
M- if you say so but he went to meet with some friends
J- ok
M- do you want some breakfast
J- no I got to get home and get ready for work I'll have something on my way in
M- ok call me later
J- ok mum bye kids I love you and I'll see you later
K- bye dad love you too
I make my way home and have a shower got dress and drive to work
Have been in my office for the past five hours just thinking about everything that's going on and it just don't make any sense
I was taken out of my though with Tom walking into my office
T- hey didn't think you would be in
J- and why not
T- just thought you and Lola have a lot of making up to do
J- you would think so but I don't think she want anything to do with me and now that we are divorce I don't think she would want to married me again
T- that's not what Sara said
J- she got it wrong I spend last night pouring my heart out to her and she just ignored me
T- what do you mean
J- just what I said but I don't want to talk about it anymore what's done is done
T- ok man but if you need someone to talk to I'm here
J- thanks for that
T- so what you up to do you wanna go and get some lunch
J- no I can't I'm going to go visit Breanna
T- are you mad are you sure that's a good idea with everything that went done
J- I need to see her and make sure she is ok she has always been a good friend to me
T- it's up to you but I don't think that's your best idea but I'll leave you to it let me know how it go
J- I will just don't say anything to Sara I don't want her saying something  to Lola
T- ok man I'll see you later
And with that Tom walk out my office I pack up some paper to take home with me tonight and make my way out the door not before letting my PA know that if anyone call for me to tell them I'm in a meeting and I'll call them later
The drive to the hospital feel like a long one but it was only an hour
When I got to the hospital I ask for Breanna's room and some guy name Dave show me to it
I walk in her room and couldn't believe it was her she look so dreadful her hair was all over the place and she couldn't keep her eyes open and the bruises was still visible
I make my way over to her and call her name a few time before she was able to focus on me
B- josh you came I know you would are you here to get me out
J- Breanna what happen
B- your wife did
My phone rang and I look at it and see that it was Lola calling she call a few time and I just look at it
J- ex wife
B- what
J- Lola she is my ex wife we are divorce
My phone rang again and I look at it and see that it was Lola calling again so I answer and told her I was in a meeting and then turn my phone off
B- who was that
J- Lola I don't know why she don't just leave me alone
B- oh
J- so what's going on what's this I hear about your name being Tanya
B- your wife I mean ex wife find away to change my record and make everyone believe that my name is Tanya and I deserve to be in here
J- you are confused how would she be able to do that
B- the same way she change are name when she move to America and have everyone believing her name was Natalie
J- but why would she do that
B- she didn't want us being together and she said I had to pay for all the lies I told
J- no no not Lola she is not capable of something like that
B- you don't know your ex wife as well as you think you do then
J- why did you tell all them lies and say that I beat you up
B- because I love you josh all them time we spend together and when we kiss I felt the sparks you can't tell me you didn't feel it too
J- I was drunk Breanna
B- so what you are saying you didn't feel anything when we kiss I could feel your cock press up on me josh you were hard
J- I'm not saying that
B- so what are you saying
J- I don't know
B- you have to no josh I can't spend the rest of my life in here
J- they will see that there is nothing wrong with you and let you out
B- no they won't
J- why not
B- because Lola piss me off and I told her I was going to kill her when I get out and the doctor heard me say that so now they think I'm a danger to her
J- why would you say something like that
B- I was upset
J- I don't know what you want me to do
B- talk to her
J- and say what
B- tell her I can't stay in here I'm not crazy yes I did some fuck up thing but she did worst than me
J- I'll talk to her but I have to go
B- please don't go stay with me for a bit
J- ok
So I sat with Breanna and talk to her about everything and anything just like old times I even tell her about me and Lola last night she was a bit upset but I told her that Lola don't feel the same and I need to move on she was happy to hear that she even ask me to kiss her again and I did we spend a good half on hour making out it felt good to have someone wanting me
I had to stop it went we were about to have sex it just didn't feel right not when she is in here and me still thinking about Lola so I got off the bed and put back on my clothes and say good bye to Breanna
B- you will come back and see me
J- yes and I'll talk to Lola and find out what the hell is going on
B- thanks josh
J- don't mention it
B- josh
J- yes
B- I love you
J- I know I'll see you soon
And with that I make my way outside side to see Dave standing at the door he gave me a dirty look and shake his head and walk off
J- what the fuck is his problem
I got in my car and turn my phone on to see a few message but now for Lola when I look at the time I can't believe I was in there for almost three hours
I try calling Lola back but she didn't answer so I make my way home thinking what the fuck have I done why the fuck did I almost have sex with her
I just hate seeing her looking so venerable she was someone I care for as a friend and with my feelings all over the place for Lola I just wanted comfort but now I know that it was wrong of me and I need to talk to Lola about everything