Cheating husband (book 2)

Losing her

Paolo POV
Lola walk back in the house smiling at something one of the kids said and when she turn an see me sitting on the sofa it fade, all I want to do is put back that beautiful smile back on her face but I know she is upset with me.
I don't know why she can't see that all I want to do right at this moment is to take her to my bedroom and lock her in it for the rest of my life.
I don't just want to fuck her because I know she's not ready.
Kids- hey Paolo
P- hey kids
L- kids let's leave Paolo alone and go pack away your things
P- Lola can I talk to you please
L- sorry I'm going to help the kids
P- Lola it won't be for more than a minute
L- kids go to your room I'll be there in a minute
With that the kids run to their room
P- Lola I'm sorry abou
L- Paolo don't apologise I understand
P- you do
L- yes of course
P- so we still going out tonight
L- I don't see why not
I couldn't resist so I walk over to her to give her a kiss but she back away
L- I'm gonna go see what the kids or doing
And with that said she run up the stairs and I'm standing there looking like on idiot.
Few hours later
I was sitting on the sofa replying to some emails while I waiting for Lola I hear footsteps so I look up and there standing looking at me was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.
I make my way to her
P- Lola you look beautiful
L- thank you
P- shall we go
L- lead the way
So I take her hand and make our way outside and got in the car where I take her to the best restaurant on top of the Eiffel Tower she was looking at everything in amazement and not talking that's something thing that been bothering me since we left the house she hasn't said a word only talking when I ask her something that needed on answer I was thinking maybe she is just nervous but now I think something is definitely wrong
P- Lola are you ok
L- yes I'm ok
P- Lola if there was something wrong are you still upset about earlier
L- no no I'm ok
P- you would tell me if something is wrong right
L- yes I would Paolo but everything is fine
P- if you say so
L- what's that supposed to mean
P- not a thing Lola
We sat and had our dinner not saying one word to each other.
I know she was upset I didn't have sex with her but I didn't know she was this upset.
We finish the worst date ever and and got home Lola went straight to her room, and I pop myself down on the sofa.
A- how was the date
P- don't want to talk about it
A- that bad
P- just leave me alone I'm going to bed
I was laying in bed couldn't sleep with everything running through my head, if she want me to fuck her so bad then fuck it I'll do it
I got out my bed and make my way to Lola room I'm standing outside her room but I couldn't bring myself to go inside I want to but I just can't so I went downstairs had a couple of drinks and take myself back to bed I managed to fall asleep around 4 o'clock in the morning
I wake up to my sister banging down my door
A- Paolo Paolo Paolo Paolo
P- what? It's opened
A- she is gone
P- who is gone
A- Lola and the kids she left a note
P- what let me see it
L- Dear Abra and Paolo
Thank you for having us stay with you we are really grateful for everything you guys did for us I'm sorry I left like this but I hate good bye but have got your numbers and I will stay in touch
Thank you Lola and kids
P- what the fuck she can't leave like this she has two more days, two fucking more day, I should have just fuck her like she wanted me to do
A- what?
P- nothing, do you know what time she leave
A- have already called the airport they had a flight leave for the U.K. one hour ago
P- book me a flight I'm not losing her I can't I just find her I need her