Stability

5

And it changed me and I could never be the same me

Its been a whole Month since Sway got my number and we've been talking constantly . I don't view him as the dangerous man that everyone's afraid of he's actually sweet and caring and after the first phone call I couldn't help but pick up the phone

He was actually intrested in what I had to say and is the first boy to not talk or bring up having sex with me and telling me sweet nothings he was being a genuine friend . something I didn't have someone I needed He was slowly filling that emptiness I have inside of me

We kept it a bean from the start he knows all about my encounters he was nice enough to school me on these niggas and told me I was better than that and I deserved better he lifted me up and I dont know when I'm gon come down

I didn't even care about his girlfriend threats anymore I have a friend now and if anything If she have a problem she should take it up with him not me

"Roe-roe , what you doing ?" sway voiced boomed through my phone

"Nothing laying down talking to my bestfriend"I smiled "what you doing"

"Getting dressed "

"Where you going ?"

"Why nosey , you ain't gon want to come anyway"

"It all depends where"I said rolling my eyes

"To quan kick back you rolling ?"

"Oh No"I spat quickly

"Scary ass"he laughed "you know I ain't gon let nobody mess with you right"

"I don't know"I mumbled

"I ain't"he sucked his teeth "and what I tell you bout mumbling lil girl speak up "

"I know Sway"

"Don't let nobody stop you from doing what you wanna do Fuck what anybody gotta say , you teach people how to treat you by what you allow , what you stop and what you reinforce Monroe , No one can make you feel inferior without your consent . Boss up"

"I just don't like going places where I ain't wanted "

"Who said you weren't wanted ?"

"Nobody but I know , I don't wanna deal with the looks and whispers"

"You ain't that person nomore Roe , they speaking on a person they don't know anymore . that shit in the past that's not the girl I know . I know the beautiful smart silly retarded ass lil girl you are now"

I leaned over on my bed laughing obnoxiously

"Don't do me "I blushed

" I'm just keeping it real with you ma and like I said before I aint gon let nobody Fuck with my bestfriend"

"You rocking I'm rolling "

"Fo'sho Fo'sho " we both laughed

"Thank you sway"I said bouta tear up

"For what ?"

"For keeping me leveled and just being there for me your my first real friend and I dont know what I'll do without you now that you came into my life" my voice cracked

"You know I got you , at first you ain't wanna be my friend though I had to make ya lil ass"

I sniffled laughing

"Come on with the girly shit Roe-roe you know iont do tears "

"Shut up" I sucked my teeth "i was confessing my bestfriend love towards you"

"Yea watever I'm bouta go though , ima let you off the hook this time but the party I'm throwing this weekend ya ass better be attending"

"I aint making no promisths"

"You retarded get off my line" he banged on me

Laying back on my bed I chuckled about nothing , it's been a very long time since I was happy , feeling the vibration of my phone notifying I have a text I quickly grabbed it already knowing who it is

Bestt💕: I love you to bestfriend

Milestones bitchhhhhhh