Jungkook's Dirty secret

gone.....

After I got on the bus and went to school I seen him once as always and I realized he got new clothes and look really nice but looked all drunk and disgusting I didn't know how he didn't get caught by teachers and also I realized he started hanging out with the bad boys more and just turned even more ruder and fucked up ,ugh how could I be in love with someone like that ( I thought to myself ) I didn't get why at all but things just happen I guess......

There would be moments were I think about him so much that certain days he wouldn't come to school and it was strange so I tried not to think about him as much. Ugh if you would've seen him he was just so beautiful ugh I had hella heart eyes for him

Days go past and I started telling more of my friends about him and how much I like him and they thought he was pretty cute too but I had to remind them that he's my man lmao.
As I was in school I put my headphones in and blasted on
{Austin mahone - pretty and young}.

That song makes me think about how pretty I am and to never feel insecure. But
Music up and ignoring the world.

The day after I went to school and didn't see him at all I was kinda confused. The day after still didn't see him so basically the while week I didn't see him so first thing I thought was that he left the school because I have not been seeing him at my heart broke.

Since then all I've been doing was thinking about him Even more stalking his social media seeing where he could be until I saw something that said "new school" and I knew right off the bat he went to a new school I heard it was because of hung out with all the bad boys and drank and smoked and his dad didn't want him being in that type of environment anymore so he just had to leave and not come back also he moved with one of his family members over there so I knew for sure I wouldn't ever see him again. also he changed his phone number but I ended up finding the new one out anyway.

After he left I didn't catch any feeling for no other guy only for him I just remember the time when he defended me when my brother yelled at me and when he gave me advice about being nice and loving family and respecting my mom more ugh it just made him even more attractive and his lips were just everything let me not even get into all that I can get crazy about him sometimes.
At the time I got bored and went on YouTube and played:
{Austin Mahone- shake it for me.}
( Music up ignore the world ) my love ~ jhon