So basically this story is about a young girl who falls for a guy at her school and is broken down by this guy and after she goes to a new school and finds love with another guy! so yeah continue the story to find out what happens next and how it en...
So after I woke up going to the bathroom and freshing up i put my hair in a messy bun and put my pajamas on. I couldn't go to school today because I was suspended after I freshed up I took the blade and started cutting a little more.
After I laid on my bed and went on my iPad. I haven't checked my social media in a long time so I log onto my Instagram and all I see is 400 DM messages, 4,000 requests 1,000 notifications. As I was looking through my DM I seen a guy message me so I opened it and it ended up being the boy that beat me saying:
" you stupid little bitch you want to scratch and fucking bite me already, after we come back I want my round 2"
I didn't really care because I knew Angelo would handle him for me because he loves me and that's my boyfriend so. After I got off social media just to ignore all the negativity and drama.
Hours pass and I got bored do I started cutting myself a little more then stopped and watched TV. I got bored of watching TV so I went on Netflix and watch suicide squad.
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It made me feel better just seeing joker being hilarious as usual ugh I loved that movie its just so fucking funny. While I was watching this lovely fascinating entertaining amazing movie someone just had to text me and it was Angelo.
Angelo: " meet me around the corner of your street "
Me: " aren't you supposed to be in school? "
Angelo: " I snuck out and skipped to see you baby now come meet me I want to see you now. "
I left my laptop there paused on my part and I put my nikey slides on and went outside. I was wondering which corner he was in until I heard someone yell " babe! " then I seen him. I walked towards him and he grabbed me started making out with me.
Angelo: "how you doing? "
Angelo: "let me see where he hit you "
Me: "baby its fine I promise",
When really I didn't Want him to lift up my sleeves and see my cuts.
Angelo: " no you not fine"
Me: " (*tries to walk away*)
Angelo: " nah get yo ass over here let me see. "
He lifts up my sleeves and see's all my cuts.
Angelo: " what the fuck did you do? Why the hell would you do something like that...? Fucking look at me . " (*grabs my face*)
Angelo: " you can't speak now! ",
Me: " can you just please stop! Ugh this is why I cut myself all this yelling at me isn't going to make me stop I'm just so tired of this shit "
I pushed him off me and started walking back home. All I could hear is him yelling and telling me to come back so I ran home because I just didnt want to put up with his bullshit he's so obsessive and its annoying. I got back to my room and finished watching the movie. Every text I got I ignored because I wanted to watch the movie. My mom made dinner but I told her I wasn't really hungry. Hours past and the movie ended so I just went to sleep.
Next morning I woke up and took a shower and put my hair in a messy ponytail. I was still friends with some people at my old school like my friend K and J and more. I texted my friend K because I wanted to go over her house because I haven't seen her in a while plus I wanted to pass by my old neighborhood. She came and picked me up and we went to her house. I didn't really feel like going inside all I wanted to do was walk around the neighborhood.
We walked around for couple of minutes later as we were walking I asked her if we could pass around by Mr.Heartbreakers neighborhood my ex crush basically. As we got near his neighborhood I seen one of his that went to my school a while back then I started seeing more of his friends and then him. I was sooooo shook and happy and excited I literally started freaking out that I didn't even want to pass by anymore because I was so scared but my friend made me because that's the only way we could get back to her house.
K: " omg let's go "
Me: "no no let's just pass on the other side"
K: " jhon won't do anything to you "
Me: " no let's go to the other side"
So we went my way and got to her house safely. When we got back my mom was already there to pick me up so I told her my goodbyes and left.
When I got home I ate some candy and took a shower. After I took a shower I looked at my phone and seen soooo many messages, I tried not to open them but one seemed like it just should be opened. It was one of the girls in his grade:
" i heard you and angelo are dating Your only a freshman and your letting older boys smash.... But people are saying your a slut is that true?? "
I closed my phone and went straight to the cutting I started cutting my stomach, hands, thigh's and everywhere I knew that could make me pass out because at the point I just didn't want to live. Minutes pass my whole bed was covered in blood and I just laid in it and passed out.
My mom was banging the door for me but she didn't get a response from me so she went and got something to open door. When she got in all she saw was me passed out covered in blood, she screams and calls the ambulance and things went on from there.........
Next morning I couldn't remember a thing all I see was me in a hospital and my mom asleep on the chair. My hand was wrapped up and my stomach and all the areas I cutted. I'm pretty sure my mom told everyone what happend because my phone was next to me just blowing its battery up like sooo many people were texting me. I didn't open it though.
As I was laying there I guess one of the nurses left these big scissors from cutting the thingy they used to wrap my arm. I didn't see anyone looking so I took the scissors and stabbed myself to get rid of the pain going on in my head. My mom immediately woke up yelling and grabbing the scissors from me then she ran outside calling every nurse she could.
