Jungkook's Dirty secret

The truth.....

That morning I woke up stressed out and In tears. Today I wanted to tell everyone the truth about every and not lie but it was hard.

I constantly tried to text and call Angelo but he just wouldn't answer so I tried calling one of his friends vinnie to see if he can get Angelo to talk to me.

Me: " vinnie hey please tell Angelo to text me.."

Vinnie: " are you guys ok what's going on..."

Me: " i can't really explain because....."

Vinnie: " please just tell me I'm one of angelos closest friends you can trust me"

Me: " i just can't "

Vinnie: " did it recently happen? "

Me: " vinnie I just really don't want to talk about it so please don't do this.. "

Vinnie: " I'll understand just please tell me"

Me: " bye vinnie "

Vinnie: "wait......"

I just wasn't ready to tell anyone what happend but Angelo but since he doesn't want to text back and just text what I have to say and he'll see it when he wants.

Me: Angelo I know you don't want to talk to me but please listen to me ok..... I'm going through so much where it's hard for me to explain what I'm going through because it stresses me out a lot. I've been having multiple panic/ anxiety attacks at school ok it's hard for because so many people have done so many things to me that I don't understand why but it just happens ok my mom basically beats me every night, I'm always being touched by strangers, people are threatening to fight me, having to be beaten because my virginity was taken by you...... how would you not expect me to being scared of telling you things! Everyday when I walk in school I immediately get scared because I don't know what's going to happen.... everyday I get called a whore , slut , bitch , thot like I get called everything and you have the right to be mad at me! Do you understand what I'm even going through to sit there and be fucking mad at me! I Literally cut myself because I'm constantly stressed of what your gonna think, what your going to tell people, how your going to feel about me, is our relationship going to end...... like ughhhhh I just can't do this anymore, if you don't wanna hear what I have to say then block my number and don't ever talk to me agian!

Angelo: " meet me at my house now! Or I'm coming over and this time your going to explain to me your bruises and why your fucking cutting and everything, I don't give a fuck what your mom thinks I'm coming over!"

He came 2mins after he sent that text like woah.

Angelo: " talk to me alright let me understand how you feeling tell me what I gotta do to make it right ok I wanna know you ok baby "

Me: " want me to be fully honest about everything........like everything from childhood to........."

Angelo: "yes please baby I'll understand please lemme know I'm trying to understand everything that's been going with you"

I could feel myself shaking in fear.....

Me: " so when I was younger i was beaten a lot because I wouldn't speak and because I was to shy so my mom would slap me and hit me...... probably because my dad left but if he was here she wouldn't do that but anyways she started doing drugs and getting wasted and fucked up....um yeah so I used to live somewhere else before this and I was in school with this boy I really liked and he was really nice to me at first and suddenly just changed and started doing drugs, having sex with multiple girls, skipping school, just doing really bad things but I still really liked him until..... one day he tried to force himself on me and.... ( starts to cry ) umm so yeah um I moved after which was over here and I went to this school and met you and we did it..... after all that everyone found out and I got beat up.. after alll of that I don't know but I've just feel like someone touched me while I was at Lauren's house but I'm just not sure.......I feel like they given me something and raped me but I don't know for sure....it just keeps coming back to me...but I can't understand what happened. And I cut myself because of everything.......... i just can't take it anymore..... (bursts out crying)

Angelo: " wow you've been through hell im so sorry for being petty and not trying to understand you! I just feel so bad " ( tears run down his face )

Angelo: " come here " (gives me a long hug)

Angelo: " is your mom abusive? "

Me: " a little bit..."

Angelo: " you should stay with me, I live with my dad and he's really cool and my house is big so you can stay with me for as long as you want! It's time to stand up to your mom c'mon"

Me: "wait what.... Angelo are you fucking crazy !"

Angelo: " yes I am and so are you now come on I want you to stand up to your mom"

Me: " you must be out of your mind"

Angelo: " comeee! I love you ok and your staying with me! You want to have freedom then come with me"

We went down stairs to talk to my mom..........

Apparently she had a " new boyfriend "........

Angelo: " ma'am I'm leaving with your daughter and she's staying with me ok! "

Mom: " who the hell....how the hell.......what the hell is going on here!!???"

Mom's boyfriend: " oh that's your daughter...?? oh señor sin"

Me: "que está perra! "

Mom's boyfriend: " niña Voy a vencer a la mierda de ustedes con un palo! "

Me: " no se puede hablar idiota Inglés? Pendeja! "

Me: " know what I'm leaving!!! Have a good life mom! "

Angelo: " yeah we're leaving! "

Mom: " Nicole mikaela Larsson no te atrevas a dejar!!!!!"

Me: "usted y su feo culo perra novio joder!!"

We left and went straight to angelos house because I just couldn't take it anymore all the bullshit had me done staying there.
As we were in the room I got tired and wanted to lay down and as I layed down Angelo began to kiss me and it turned into a make out...... at that point I was so aggravated from my mom so the only thing that could make that better was sex......

So he starts taking off my shirt/ bra and I take off and we began to make out even more then he ended up putting it inside me and causing me to moan and shake around we did it for 10 more mins and it began to hurt the deeper he went so I told him it hurted and he stopped and we just made out the whole night......

Me: " this is the 2nd time we didn't use a condom angelo"

Angelo: " it's alright you'll be fine. Ok baby" ( begins to kiss me )

Me: " ok babe" ( kissing back )

As we were done making out and touching we both fell asleep.