Jungkook's Dirty secret

messed up....

So afterwards all I feel is him waking me up telling me its late and we had to get out the room so I immediately put my dress on and my shoes and fixed my hair since it was a mess but I left my panties in the room.

Him: "come on let's go we can't be up here for to long"

Me: "alright"

He grabs me and we go down stairs most people were gone mostly the older people stayed. As we were down there I looked to find my friends and I found them outside it looks like they were looking for me so I told him goodbye still not knowing his but I went outside and went to my friends.

Friend: " where were you!?!"

Me:" I was upstairs"

Friend: " u took more than a hour up there. What were you doing?? "

Me: " me and him were looking at the guy who lived there army collection thingy stuff "

Friend: " ugh just get in the car we have to go its already 10:20pm my mom might kill me! "

So we drove away and turned on some more charlie xcx - after the after party.

and all I could think of is the guy I liked last year
( Mr heartbreaker ) and how I really liked him and everything he did to me and how he messed me up mentally ugh I still really love him ugh there was so many things going on my mind about how I just lost my virginity and so much more things ugh I just couldn't wait to get home and take a hot bath , I was so messed up.

Friend: " do you even have an underwear on?? "

Me: "yes what are you talking about just drive " ( smirked secretly ).

So I finally got home and went straight to the shower my mom didn't care because it was still 10 so I was good.
After I took a shower I went straight to bed until I got a text from "piggy":

"Hey baby"

Omg I couldn't believe he called me baby like omg is it official or not I don't know but I'm only a freshman and she's a sophomore like omggg.

Me: "hey....."

Him: " wyd"

I was so shook I just couldn't believe a sexy guy like that is my man!! Omg I was just so happy like I didn't know if I should tell my friends or but I don't know words just couldn't come out.

As I was trying to lay down I felt really sore and it really hurted so it was kinda hard for me to sleep but all I kept thinking about was today ugh but i managed to sleep because I had school tomorrow.

Right when I got to school that early morning he texted me saying:

Him: " meet me by the bathroom"

So I went in the back near the bathroom and there he was we instantly started making out and I let him grab my ass and boobs because Thats what he wanted but then again I wanted to meet up with my friends but the bell just rang so while we were making out I stopped and asked him:

"What's your name.?"

"Angelo"

"Oh i have to go to class but I'll text ya "

"Your forgetting something..... "

"What?..?? "

"What am I to u" (smirks)

"Babe..??"

"Yeah haha but gtg you should come over my house today ok "

"Ummm gtg "
( walking in a hurry )

As I got up stairs I see my friends crashing towards me.

Friends: " where were you this morning???"

Friend: "and I heard you and P are dating .. "

Me: " ok no more calling him P his name is angelo and I was with him this morning in the back by the bathrooms. "

Friend: " what were you guys doing.??" ( smirks )

Me: " just kissing " ( giggles )

Friends: " awee"

Me: " stop go to class " ( laughs )

After school ended I went to my friend G and asked her:

Me: " I'm gonna ride his bus today ok... "

Friend: " umm... Alright text me after ok ",

So I seen him waiting for me near his bus and he told me to get in. As we were getting in he wanted to sit way in the back with me since no one sat back there. As everyone got in and the bus was driving He wanted to kiss so we starting making out again. I could feel his hands trying to get in my pants but I stopped him.

Me: "mmm... Wait..... ( trying to break the kiss )

Him: "relax" ( not breaking the kiss )

He Slides his hand through the front of my pants and starts doing things while making out then he stopped and so did the bus.

We got off and headed to his house. Right when we got to his house his big brother or parents wasn't home so he made me go to his room and made out with me roughly pulling my shirt and throwing me to the bed.

Me: " not right now!! "

Him: " let's just do it real quick you know it won't hurt so come on "

Me: " I said NO c'mon I'm not your little sex toy! " ( angrily )

Him: " woah calm down! "

Me: " NO! bruh its like all you want is sex! That's not what I want so stop I'm not gonna be forced! "

Him: " what?"

Me: " I'm not gonna do this right now"

Him: " I just want to know, you I love you I'm not a person that's going to judge you"

Me: "not now ok"