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      "Because you really are"

        My heart stopped. I blushed even more and closed my eyes since I couldn't look away with Grayson's hand holding my face. Grayson used his other hand too to completely cup me face. I kept my eyes closed. It all seemed like a dream. One which I didn't want to wake up from.

          At that moment, I felt safe. I felt happy. The world seemed to stop and all existed in my mind was Grayson. He's all that mattered. I didn't worry bout anything. I couldn't remember anything to worry about. I didn't worry about who could catch us. I didn't worry about Abby's disapproval. I didn't worry about Grayson's reputation. I didn't worry about his fame. He was with me.

          I opened my eyes. He was still here. It really wasn't a dream. Tears were on the verge to form in my eyes from pure happiness. And right then, what happened took me by complete surprise.

        Grayson placed his lips on mine. At first, I didn't know what to do but I slowly kissed back. Our lips moved in sync and I closed my eyes again, not being able to believe this was actually happening. Grayson pulled away and I almost frowned. I didn't the kiss to end.

The kiss

My first kiss

We actually kissed.

      He shifted his hand near my ears and pressed our foreheads together. Grayson closed his eyes but this time I didn't. She looked at him with so much love, I didn't knew I held in. So much care. I could do anything for him.

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"Hey I'll be going home now" I said and Grayson pouted. I smiled at him but still kept walking. "I'd stay. You know I would. But my parents have let me come to this party. If I end up sleeping with someone I don't think they'll ever let me come again" I spoke laughing at the last words. "Can I atleast walk you to your house?" I gave him a confused look. "Grayson.. " I dragged. As much as I really wanted this, it couldn't be happening. "Look, it's 11 at night, I really don't want you going alone at this time of night" Grayson said firmly. I opened her mouth but closed instantly. He wasn't going to change his decision. "Ok" I sighed and Grayson almost jumped with joy.   
        But shit, I didn't realise the seriousness of what was happening until we actually stepped out of his house. Anyone could see us, take pictures, leak them with a hundred different rumours. His fans could be waiting outside his house to meet him. Someone could be walking on the street who knew him. Anything could happen.

       Grayson caught a glimpse of my worried face as we came out. He took my hand in his and looked in my eyes. "Hey it's alright" he smiled reassuringly and I replied with a weak smile and got my hand out of his embrace gently.

      As we walked on the street I felt the cold breeze hit me and I slightly shivered. Grayson was about to remove his jacket but I stopped him. "I like the spring breeze" I clarified making Grayson smile.

      Mid-way to our destination, I felt more confident and relieved. I hadn't seen a single person even noticing me and Grayson walking. "Thank you for coming tonight. I threw the whole party just to spend time with you so if you didn't come it would've all went waste."

Really?

"You threw this party for me?" I asked unbelievably. "Well yeah" Grayson blushed looking down at the street. "Thank you" I spoke softly and Grayson smiled back.
       By this time, we reached my house. We stepped on the porch and I thanked him. "So you'll go back to your party now?" I asked awkwardly. "Dunno. It'll be boring now that you're not there". I blushed.

For the hundredth goddamn time.

" you'll be sleeping now?" Grayson asked back. "Yeah I'm kinda sleepy" I shrugged looking around. "Okay goodnight princess" he put his hands on my shoulders and kissed my forehead. I again felt the safety I felt in his room.

I didn't want to let go.

I hugged him softly yet tightly.

I didnt want to let go.

Though not wanting to do so, I stepped back and gave him a last smile before heading inside. Right after I went inside I hopped on my bed and drowned into my pillows. I couldn't stop smiling even if I wanted to.

And I really didn't want to.

         I felt truly happy. My definition on happiness had changed. Now it was all Grayson. He was my happiness. My everything.

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Hey sisters! I really hope you liked this chapter bc I really did.

Apart from the babberjabber they had their first kiss! That's right. This was both Eileen's and Grayson's first kiss. Although Eileen does think thay Grayson has had his first kiss.

Love 💕
Moony 💋

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