Fell For You

The Bonfire

For the entire week of school Seth didn't go because Harry died and he had some anger issues to work on. I did hopelessly miss him though we met after school and hung out, I missed him mainly in school. But I was allowed to hang with Jacob, Quil, Embry and Leah seeing as now I'm an imprintee, even hanging out with Jared and Paul was okay. Though with Jacob, I barely acknowledged, even though he desperately tried to explain I didn't wanna hear it. I get it, I get that he wanted to protect me, but the fact that he told Bella before me, his cousin sister just sent me on edge.

Whenever I see him I just feel this buble of anger resurfacing.

I have realized now that I don't need to be popular and I never want to be again. As long as I have my best friends with me, they are all the people I need.

Kristina even though she is forever swept away by her popular group she makes sure to check on me at lunch or whenever we have the same classes and frankly it's really getting on my nerve. Yeah, sure, I can phase any moment now and have an internal war where two different animals in me are fighting for dominance and I JUST have to make sure the werewolf return on top of the merge. I've been staying up late just thinking about that, I mean what if the werefox gene turns out on top, what happens to me and Seth than? I shook my head getting rid of these ridiculous thoughts.

Whatever I do, the werewolf gene has to stay on top. I have been having weird mood swings lately and I think I might actually shift soon.

"I was 13 when I first shifted you know." I heard a raspy silky smooth voice say.

I turned to Kristina who was leaning on my doorframe. I beckoned her in and she walked in to stand next to me in my full lengthed mirror.

"You look lovely," she comments, I chuckle as we walk away from the mirror and on the bouncy bed, "thanks." I mutter.

"13 is so young, how'd you cope?" I was curious for the answer.

She chuckles, "I knew what I was before I shifted so it was kinda easy I guess. Back at home, dad would always be busy with work, I would wonder aimlessly into his office library and pick out books to read. I stumbled upon a book containing information about the Were family. Werecats, Werefox, Werewolves, Werepanthers and many other rare yet powerful four legged shifting creatures. That's why my shifting wasn't that confusing."

I nod understanding, "Now let's go to that bonfire. Seth will have the shock of his life when he see's you dressed like that." Kristina smirk slyly.

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Mum and dad dropped us off and wouldn't stop asking me if I felt okay. Seriously it made my blood boil.

When we waved them goodbye I groaned.

"How old am 5?" I muttered but Kristina heard.

"They're just trying to look out for you Mel." She said softly.

"Well I'm 15 years old, not 15 months old okay? Could you all can just gimme a break and lay off." I snapped and walked in front of her. Geez, all these concern and worry is starting to get on my nerve.

When I walked closer towards the bonfire I saw Embry, Quil and Seth playing tackle.

He must've noticed my presence cause he stopped playing immediately when he saw me. He's eyes widens and a blush creeps up his cheeks before he mutteres something at them and walk up to me, all the while his eyes not leaving mine.

"Wow, you look amazing." He comments his eye's lost in mine with a grin plastered on his face.

I grin shyly and blush, "you don't look too bad yourself." Wrong he looked hot, to say the least. He had cut his hair short like the rest of The Pack, he's wearing a brown hoodie and black shorts, and the hair cut really matched his youthful face