The outsiders imagines, Headcannons and preferences

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Dedicated to Cici_CARTER

I woke up in the middle of the night sweating, and panting. I had yet another nightmare. Dally ran right in holding our child, starlett. Otherwise know as star. Dally put star in her crib and ran over to me. "Hey. Calm down cici. Its ok. Im here." he said in a soothing tone. "Dally i-it was terrible. Y-you got killed by a soc and then they killed star. T-then they locked me in a dark room and i remember getting beat" i told him. He pulled me into his chest and i started sobbing. Ever since we lost stars twin brother shaun, ive had really bad nightmares. Me and dally were having a contest on who could get our kids the best outfits, but i had shaun and he had star. A bunch of men came over to us at the store and they had knocked me unconsious. I woke up on my couch and saw dally crying. "W-what happened" i asked. Dally looked at me. "S-shauns gone. He was kidnapped" he told me. I instantly started crying and he pulled me into his chest. We cried together. 4 weeks later and we had no news. We were a mess. The doorbell rung and i opened it with dally right behind me. There was a delivery guy holding a box. "Um is this the winston household." he asked. I nodded. He gave me the box and left. Me and dally opened the box together and i immediately dropped it. Inside the box was our little shaun. But he was dead. He was blue and purple and had marks on his neck showing he was strangled. I fell to my knees screaming in tears. Dally started bawling. Shauns eyes were still opened. I picked him up and held his limp body to my chest. Dally ran to the phone and called 911 and the gang. Star sensed something happened because she started crying as soon as i did..the gang got here and they immediately saw shaun. They all burst into tears and the cops showed up. "Oh my god. Hiw the hell did this happen ciara" the cop asked me. "H-hes dead. HE'S DEAD. SHAUN IM SORRY" i started screaming. Dally ran over to me and pulled me into him. He let it all out too. He was sobbing along with me and the rest of the gang. The cop took shaun after i kissed his forehead and brought him to a funeral home. Shauns funeral service was 3 weeks later and it was small. Just me, dally, the gang, and my family.
                 *back to reality*

I stopped crying and my eyes got heavier. "Go to sleep. Nothing will ever happen to any of us. I promise. I love you soo much cici." dally told me. I fell asleep and the next day i woke up still in his arms.

                   Authors note
Im crying. Poor shaun. He was just a baby. That was probably the saddest thing i have ever wrote. Im sorry if it bothers any of you.