Stuff and things

This is just me ranting at this point

I was crazy for you, absolutely head over heels. But just like the work I had to do you pushed me aside like I was nothing.

While desperately falling out of control in every aspect of my life I held onto you for support but was only met with a scoffs and il intentions.

But now, after I have left, to find what makes me happy, you come crawling back, and me being the fool I am accept you with loving arms. I can tell that this time it's different, that these feelings are mutual, but you're still the same.

You don't bother talking to me, hell, if I don't initiate we don't talk that day.

What did I do? What do I do?

How do I fix all this and put us in a position where you're comfortable being yourself.

When will you realize I'm here for you, that's what I'm here for! To support you, even if I didn't have that same luck.

You try and communicate with me and I appreciate it, God it makes me feel ecstatic when you actually talk about your feelings and what is wrong or right or what happens next.

I just like you too fucking much to give up on this.  And I can tell you at least want to try.

So let's do just fucking do that, let's try to keep this alive.
It'll take a lot of work, and effort and time, but I believe we can have something meaningful, as long as we both try.