simon
it's the beginning of february.
today; he told me his name was joshua, and
that i could call him josh.i said my name was simon, and he started calling me 'si'.
i didn't approve of that nickname, but it was cute that he came up with one.
he had left a post-it note on the book i was asking for.
it was his number.
and now, after two months of silent actions, he's in my contacts.
today i don't feel the need to light a cigarette or leave red marks on my pale skin.
today i was happy.
today; my lungs aren't filled with grey.

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grey ; minizerk
Fanfictionyellow and white rests between his lips and he fills his lungs with grey. tw; there is a lot. don't read if you're sensitive about suicide or depressive thoughts.