simon
my phone buzzed besides me.
josh was calling.
i picked up.
"you told him didn't you" i heard him sigh.
"told who what?"
"callum. you told him everything, didn't you" he raised his voice, sounding angry.
"no i-"
"you know what, i don't want to hear your excuses. if you still have feelings for him, be with him. don't lead me on like that"
and then he hung up.
'shit' i thought as i threw my phone across the room as tears slipped down my pale cheeks.
he was right. i did talk to callum about it. but not because i still have feelings for him, but because i felt like he needed to know.
i'm so stupid.
i'm a mess.
and so is everything around me.
"i'm not leaving you"
'yeah, right.'
i'm done crying. i'm done trying so hard not to try so hard. i'm done.
to josh
simon: you're right.
simon: i did talk to him.
simon: but i don't feel anything towards him.
simon: but now you're gone.
simon: goodbye, i love you.
and with that, i emptied a bottle of pills in my hand.
a/n: xix ayyeeee
sorry this chapter is so depressing
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grey ; minizerk
Fanfictionyellow and white rests between his lips and he fills his lungs with grey. tw; there is a lot. don't read if you're sensitive about suicide or depressive thoughts.
