josh
yesterday, i took si on a date.
and now he seems happier than usual.
i like seeing him smile.
his eyes seems a bit less grey, and more blue. and the bags under his eyes are nearly gone.
'damn, he's beautiful.'
today, simon bought me coffee.
i thanked him and hugged him.
he smelt of smoke, but i wasn't bothered.
i know why he smokes, and i understand him.
but i hope that i can make him stop.
because it's not healthy.

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grey ; minizerk
Fanfictionyellow and white rests between his lips and he fills his lungs with grey. tw; there is a lot. don't read if you're sensitive about suicide or depressive thoughts.