simon
i'm still in josh's arms.
i don't know why i said sorry to him.
i didn't hurt him
i hurt myself.
but this time it felt bad. it felt as if i was hurting him too, and i didn't like that.
'i won't do it again.'
not when i have josh. he's trying to help me and i truly appreciate that.
i can tell he cares,
but what if he only helps me out because he feels bad?
i don't want him to pity me.
maybe i should get away from him.
because maybe i'm making him sad.
but when he holds me it feels so right.
and that feeling wont go away.
a/n: almost 200 readS ARE UFOR REAL OH MYGOD (posting another chapter later as well just because)
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grey ; minizerk
Fanficyellow and white rests between his lips and he fills his lungs with grey. tw; there is a lot. don't read if you're sensitive about suicide or depressive thoughts.
