to josh
6/24/2017
one month ago, you broke my heart.
one month, you told me to leave you alone.
one month ago, you told me you couldn't take it anymore.
maybe, you were right.
maybe, i don't deserve what we called "love".
maybe, i didn't deserve your hugs.
maybe, i didn't deserve your kisses.
maybe i didn't deserve you.
you left me and i am broken, shattered like a mirror who has hit the floor and is never being repaired again.
but maybe i deserved that after what i caused.
the only thing keeping me alive is my cigarettes and the chemo. hah, ironic.
you left me when i told you i had cancer.
but my illness isn't me.
why did you leave, josh?
why did you leave me?
xx - simon
a/n: sorryyyyYyYyyy
next chapter is the final chapter.
bUT
sequel?? ;););))
maybe who knows
i still have plans for this story so
wink wonk
YOU ARE READING
grey ; minizerk
Fiksi Penggemaryellow and white rests between his lips and he fills his lungs with grey. tw; there is a lot. don't read if you're sensitive about suicide or depressive thoughts.
