simon
i invited josh over today.
he said yes.
we cuddled up on my sofa and watched a movie.
we kissed.
and then we made out.
it felt really good.
as people would say, i felt butterflies erupting in my stomach.
not literally, but in a metaphorical way
he makes me feel like i'm a teenage girl when i'm around him.
because i get all giggly and nervous.
and i don't feel the urge to fill my lungs with the grey toxic smoke i'm addicted to when he's with me.
he makes me happy.
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