Chasing The Sun

Gone

: z a y n :

" What do you mean? " I'm shocked by the sudden change.

" I have to go home Zayn. " He says again.

" Why the fuck would you have to go home? "

" I just.. there's someone back in New York I have to.. see again.. I just need to.. " He says seeming unsure.

" Lilly? " I ask sure he's talking about her.

" Actually no. Not Lilly. " He say getting up and walking away from me. I'm left alone with his hat in my hands.

I jump up and run after him. Grabbing only my guitar and his hat. We can buy new sleeping bags.

" I'll drive you somewhere and then I need to go. Where to Mr.Malik? " He asks me.

" We're in this together. If you go back I go with you. " I tell him standing my ground. I couldn't think to ever leave him.

" No Zayn. I'll come back in a year. I have one year to sort this out and you can't be a part of it. I'm sorry. " He looks down.

" We're not going to argue about this. I'm coming. "

" We're not going to argue about this. You're staying somewhere else. You can't come. You're not a part of this. " He insists.

" I beg to differ. I'm your boyfriend and I'm coming no matter what you say. " I have to jog since he's walking slightly faster now.

" Not anymore you aren't my boyfriend. This can't continue. " He says strong, but I can hear the sadness in his voice.

" But.. " Tears stream down my face. My heart has been shattered. I feel as if I've been stabbed. What is he doing? He used me? For money? But I love him. How could he do this?

So many thoughts overwhelm me. It starts raining.

perfect. That's just great. Ugh.

I try to walk and I try to say something, but all my words are dead in my throat.

" Lou.. I just.. " Was all I managed.

" I'm not Lou. My name isn't Lou. I'M LOUIS. " He screams.

I go to catch him. To explain, but I trip and fall in the mud.

What caused this.. What did I do to deserve this? No. I don't deserve it. I get up filled with rage.

" No. I'm so done with your God damn bullshit! I can't believe you would do this to me you little fuck! What did I do? Do you want my God damn money? Well you can have my money! SHARE IT WITH THE DEVIL WHEN YOU GET TO HELL! " I scream outraged.

I run and leave him shocked. I'm drenched and covered in mud and weeds. I'm just now realizing how much I just swore. Ouch.

I see a house in the woods.

Fuck it. Let's go for it. I'd rather get eaten by a witch then starve or die of hypothermia.

I run to the little cottage and knock on the door.

" Hello? " I yell over the sound of heavy rain.

" Oh hello! " Says a young girl opening the door.

Definatly not a witch.

" Hello.. I'm lost and can you.. " I'm not sure what to ask. I bet she doesn't get many strangers knocking on her door this time of night.

" Come inside! Don't want to freeze do you? " She laughs.