kik~{septiplier} 《UNDER EDITING》

Part 11

two months later

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felix: has any body heard from jack in the past 2 months

bob: no

ken: no

wade: no 

matt: no

ryan: no

ken: mark have you?

mark: nope

felix: you are closest of all of us to him

mark: I don't care

felix: Jack hasn't posted a video since the day after we talked to him last

bob: he hasn't posted anything on twitter or instagram in 2 months

mark: and you guys would know that too

matt: mark hasn't left his house for anything but alcohol in the last two months

ryan: and I know he can't drink it so spill mark

mark: spill what 

mark: the fact that I have cried every night for the past 2 months because jack couldn't talk to me

mark: or the fact that I still live with an abusive, alcoholic, adopted mother and I can't live alone until i'm 30 because my birth mother did drugs and I might have some mental problems

jack: you unblocked me

jack: why

mark: because you need to scroll up and read the past conversation

jack: oh you told them about that

mark: keep going up

jack: I'm so so so sorry I hurt you in any way. I don't deserve you to cry over me. I don't even deserve to be your friend. I'm such a terrible person.

mark: jack don't say or think stuff like that.

jack: *sends pic of cuts*

jack: I do this because I hurt people. I hurt you mark. I'm sorry

mark: when was the last time you cut

jack: 2 months ago

mark: when I blocked you

jack: yeah

mark: why didn't you tell me you hurt like that?

mark: what did you not want me to know jack?

jack: I-I love you

mark: why

jack: You're so kind to me even though I don't deserve it

mark: you do deserve it though

jack: what part of the fact that I hurt you don't you understand

mark: the part where that means you hurt yourself

jack: I said I love you 

jack: I love you so much I would die if that meant you would be happy mark

mark: jack I wouldn't be happy if you died 

mark: I think I love

jack: no you pity me

mark: no jack

mark: I love you

(I am truly an evil specimen aren't I? I made myself cry isn't that sad.

Your Author,

Vanessa)