Chapter 7

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I got up the next morning and went to the bathroom and went into the cabinet and found razors. I shouldn't be doing this. I don't have any reason to. But it just sucks having to live with someone who you like but can never be with.

Then my heart stopped when someone was knocking on the door. I completely froze and didn't say or do anything. "Abby? Are you in there?" It was Ashton. "Yeah..." "Are you okay? You've been in there for a while." "Yeah I'm fine!" I yelled back. "Okay. Breakfast is ready. Come down when you're ready!" He yelled back. I wasn't really even that hungry. I had the razor in my hand but I put it back in the cabinet where it was and left the bathroom and went into my room.

I went through my bags and found a razor. I forgot it was still in there. I also have a wire from my bag since I'm always going to different houses I would sometimes cut with it...

I had the razor in my hand wondering if I should do this or not. No. Don't do it. You'll regret it. Too many thoughts were going through my mind. I didn't know what to do.

Then I heard a knock on the door. "Abby? Are you ok?" It was Luke. "I'm fine!" I yelled back. My heart stopped as the knob turned.

Shit. I still had the razor in my hand. I wasn't sure what to do so I quickly hid the razor behind me as he opened the door. "Hey we were getting worried we thought you were coming down." "Oh yeah... Sorry... I'm just not really feeling well..." "What's wrong?-- hey what's that you're holding?" "What do you mean?" "What are you hiding behind your back?" "Um... Nothing..." "Abby... Show me what you have behind your back." I signed as I showed him the razor. His eyes got big as I held it in front of him. "Abby..." He said completely shocked.

"I like penguins..." "Really? So do I! Hey... Don't change the subject!" I looked down and sighed. "Why do you do this?" "Do what?" "Cut." I shrugged. "I don't really like talking about it." "You can tell me." He said as we sat down on my bed. "My step dad would hurt me any way he could. He hated me. He would starve me and me beat me." "Abby I'm so sorry." He said as he hugged me. "I'm here for you."

"Thanks Luke." I said smiling. He smiled as he got closer. He was about to kiss me. He lend in as he closed his eyes. I closed my eyes as well and leaned in. Right as we were about to kiss we heard a loud noise that sounded like it came from downstairs. Dang. We were so close to almost kissing. So close.

"What was that?" I asked leaning out. He shrugged as we went downstairs. "What happened?" I asked as we came to the kitchen where the guys were. There was broken glass everywhere. "Calum dropped his cup of juice." Ashton said as he cleaned the mess. Calum stormed out when he saw me. "Here's your breakfast." Ashton said handing me my food. I thanked him as I sat down.

"Hey we'll need to talk about school." He said as he sat down and started eating right away. I sighed and nodded.

Heyyy.

So that happened.

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