Adopted By 5 Seconds Of Summer

Chapter 11

"Okay I'm gonna go now!" I said as I was about to leave. "Hey wait!" Ashton said stopping me. I turned in response as I was about to turn the knob.

"You barely had breakfast. Have some yogurt or fruit or something." "But I'm gonna be late..." "You have time." He said handing me yogurt and a bowl of fruit. He smiled as I took a bite of the piece of fruit.

I ended up eating the whole thing. "You ate all of it! Do you want anything else?" "No. I should go now." He nodded as I left the house.

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I couldn't believe I ate the whole thing. God I'm so fat. I thought to myself as I looked at myself in the mirror in the bathroom.

The bell just ran. It was time for lunch. I sighed as I left and went to the cafeteria and saw Emma. "Hey!" I said as I came to the table. "Hey!" She said eating her Sandwich.

"Hi Emma!" A girl said smiling as she came up to the table. "Ughh who's that." She said looking at me as her smile fated away and turned into an ugly look.

"Oh that's Abby." Emma said nervously. "What's she doing here." She said giving me nasty looks. I felt like I knew her from somewhere but where?

"She wanted to sit here Maya. Is there a problem?" Maya. So that was her name. "Yes! She tried touching my private parts the other day at Target! She's disgusting!" She said pointing at me with disgust.

That's when everything started making sense. It all clicked. She was the girl who I accidentally bumped into at Target. Guess she isn't that little if she's in high school. Because she seriously looks like she should be in like 6th grade. She's so short and skinny like how I was.

"Is this true Abby?" Emma asked confused. "No. It's not true. I would never do that." "She's lying!" "I don't know who to believe. I guess Maya. I knew her longer." "But Emma-" "Don't. I'm sorry but I can't have a friend who's a lesbian and sexual." She said as she left with Maya.

I sighed and ran to the restroom causing everyone to scare at me. Tears formed my eyes as I ran into a stall.

Great. Just as I thought I had a friend she turns her back on me. Ugh. Why did Maya have to move here? How did they even know each other? So many thoughts ran through my mind as the bell rang. I didn't want to go to class. Emma was in it. I didn't want to see her right now. I just sighed as I washed my face and left the bathroom.

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"Are you okay Love?" Ashton asked. I nodded as I ate dinner. Well I tried to. It was just too hard. "Why aren't you eating your dinner?" I shrugged. "Did something happen?" I looked down without saying a word and just shook my head no. I was wondering if I should tell him but then I thought no. I should be able to handle my own battles. At least try to handle it.

"Ok what happened." "Nothing I'm fine. Just tried." I said looking down.
"Don't give me none of that bull shit!I'm trying to be nice and you give me this shit? Unacceptable. You're a young lady I accept better from you."

"Oh I'm giving you shit? You give me crap about not eating but what do I do?Nothing. So you're basically saying it's okay for you to give me crap but it's not when I do? How is that okay? You're always saying how bad you feel about how I got treated like crap all these years but yet you treat me like it so I guess that must mean you really don't care or feel bad. You just say it like other people just to make me happy. And I hate that. Just tell me the truth and I won't get mad. Lying about that makes it worse. If you say that again and I find out you're lying, I'll never forgive you. Ever."

I said as I stormed out of the kitchen and went upstairs to my room. I heard Ashton calling me and yelling at me to come back down but I just ignored it.

*** Triggered Warning ***

I found a razor that I hid in my bag and locked the door. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I keep telling myself that but what else could I do. I sighed as I felt the sharp object go through my skin and felt the blood. I must've cut too deep because I got blood everywhere.

My heart stopped as I heard someone knocking and yelling at me to open the door. It was Ashton. But I ignored it.

I did everything I could to stop the bleeding but I just couldn't. The knocking got louder and louder. I quickly grabbed a bandage and put it on the cuts. I sighed as I unlocked the door and turned the knob.

"Are you okay?" I nodded. "I'm sorry I over reacted. But what was wrong?" I sighed as I told him about Emma and Maya.

"Why didn't you just tell me." He said sighing. "Because I was worried you wouldn't believe me." "You can always tell me anything I won't get mad." I nodded. "I should have told you sooner I shouldn't have said all of that to you." "It's all right love." He said as he hugged me as Luke and Michael came in.

"Are you okay?" They asked as they both hugged me. I nodded. Which was a huge surprise from Michael. "Where's Calum?" Ashton asked.

"This is probably a bad time to tell you but he went out to a party and he's drunk with some girl." Michael said looking down.

"What!" Ashton said freaking out. "Just kidding he's just down stairs playing video games and eating pizza." He said laughing.

"Dude you should've seen the look on your face!" Luke and Michael said both laughing. He rolled his eyes as he said good night and left the room. "Good night." They both said as they left. I sighed as I got ready for bed.

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Heyyy. How are you

This chapter is like more than 90 words lmao

If you skipped the part about the triggered warning basically Abby hurts herself and yeah

Ughhh I felt so tried today Idk why just tried of one my teacher's crap

Should I do question of the day? If so here's the first one:

Qofd: When's your birthday?
Aotd: January 16th which most of you probably already know lmao

I might sometimes also do like questions for you to ask me so yeah

But anyways vote and comment and add in library if you haven't already