I take the whip and hit Jacob hard on his back. "OWWWWW!" He screams in pain. I don't listen. I whip him again. He screams again. I whip him again. He won't stop screaming. I see tears falling down his cheeks. He's actually crying. I look into his eyes, and then drop the whip beside me.
I collapse onto my knees and put my face between my hands and start crying. Why did I hurt him? He really cared about me and I hurt him. Why am I like this? Why can't I just be a normal person? Everything bad that ever happens to me is because of me. I screw everything up. I look Jacob in the eyes.
"I'm sorry." I whisper. I try to say it as best as I can, but I'm crying too hard, so I'm not able to well.
"Alice, it's okay. Just please, don't hurt me again. And more importantly, don't make me hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you. I wanted to help you. Just please, don't do this. Let me go or at least take me out of these chains."
I look at him. He's hurt. I hurt him. It's my fault he was crying and it's my fault that everything goes wrong. I hate myself. I don't deserve to live. I don't deserve this life. I should be dead with my parents. They shouldn't have been the only ones that died in that car crash when they were on their way to Hell. (Michigan not literally hell where Satan is) I should have went on the trip to Hell with them and died there with them. But I chose to stay back, and now I'm emo and I hurt my friends and people who care about me when I don't even want to hurt them at all. I have to get the pain back.
"I'll be right back." I say to Jacob. He nods his head and I go back to the part of the house I live in. I go into a drawer and grab a key. I go back into the room. I keep the key behind my back. I don't want him to see it quite just yet.
"Why'd you leave?" he asks me.
"Just had to grab something, that was all." I say. "Hey Jacob, if I let you out of those chains, will you hurt me or try to runaway? Will you stay with me here and not go back home?" I see fear in him now. He's going to lie if he says he'll stay. No one would even want to stay with me because no one even likes or cares about me. He'll be lying if he says he'll stay.
"Honestly, I'll stay as long as you need me. I won't leave you alone here. You need someone now, and I'm not going to let you just stay like this. I'm going to help you to stop hurting yourself."
I smile. "Okay." I say in a cheerful voice. I take the key out of my pocket and show it to him right before I throw it to the opposite side of the room.
To be continued.....................
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HororShe feels her friends don't care about her. It's not true. They stopped paying attention to her when she stopped talking. Now she wants them to feel the pain she felt. That's where the cabin in the woods comes into play. That's the place she traps t...
