Nobody Does it Like You (Delena Fanfiction)

Chapter 14

*Demi's POV*

When I woke up, I was in Ms. Gomez's house. Shit. Did she really hit on me last night? Oh god, we made out?

Ok, if she questions, I'll say nothing happened. Simple as that.

I went out to the living room to see Selena already there. She smiled at me.

"Good morning, Demi."

I shifted uncomfortably in my place, "Morning, Ms Gomez."

I think she could sense that something was up, because a confused look appeared on her face.

"Is something wrong Demi?" She asked. I shook my head. Her eyes widened. "I didn't, try anything stupid last night, did I?" Shit. What should I say? Think, Demi, think.

"Well we had a lot to drink."

"Yeah I know, but did I... I don't know..." She gulped. "Like hit on you or something? Because that wouldv'e been weird and it would have been strange considering I like males and that you are not one and I could be fired for something like that so I don't know why I would've wanted to and it makes no sense so I didn't do anything right?" She spit out in on sentence, her face turning a very dark pink immediately after.

"I-I-um... No." I tried to act casual, but my legs were shaking. I sat down on the couch quickly before I collapsed.

Her jaw dropped a little but she soon picked it back up. "I-I did, didn't I?"

"Maybe a little?"

"Oh lord," she muttered, and started pacing back and forth across the room.

"Nothing serious though, right?" she asked, nervous.

"Well, um, you kinda k-kissed me?" I could feel all of the heat rising to my face and I looked away.

She stopped pacing and went directly into her bedroom. I guess it was too much for her to handle right now. I rested my face in my hands and took in one deep breath, trying to calm myself down. But it didn't work. Once the first tear escaped, the rest of them came pouring out. I thought she liked me. I thought she looked at me different. I thought I wasn't just one of her students. I thought I was more than that. However, it turns out that I was just the same as the rest of them, only famous. Maybe that's why she said "she'll miss me" when I went off to LA.

Maybe she just wanted to know me because of my fame and fortune. She knew that I had star potential from the moment we met, and that's why she has been acting so nice to me. I should have fucking known. I'm a failure. I'm hopeless. I'm worthless. Why would anybody want me? When I heard her door being opened, I quickly wiped the rivers pouring from my eyes. 

When I lifted my head Selena was just walking towards me.

"Promise that you won't tell anybody what happened and I promise that it won't happen again." She said.

But she doesn't know that I want it to happen again. I crave her. I crave her lips. I crave her touch. I crave her love. But she will never return the feelings. My heart slowly broke in half, and I could feel the pain spread throughout my body. I winced, but nodded. 

"I promise."

I got up and said, "I'm sorry I have to go." I pushed past her and walked straight out of her house. I couldn't let her see my tears. I will look weak. I want her to think I am strong.

"Demi, wait!" I heard her say but I ignored her and kept walking. I wasn't going to let her get to my head. As much as I want to believe that she loves me, I have to face reality.

I slammed the door to my car after I entered it. I sobbed and pulled out of her driveway, after I saw a sad look on Selena's face. She saw me cry. 

You know what? I'm fucking done. I sped away and pulled over on the side of the road. I'm done with this city. I'm done with this school. I'm done with everything that has to do with her. I'm leaving and never coming back. 

I dialed my manager.

"Hello, this is Hollywood Records, how may I help-"

"Hey Sarah it's Demi."

"Oh, hey Demi! How's Texas treatin' ya?"

"Horribly, which is why I want to cancel the remaining days of my vacation and go back to the studio. I want to record another album."

"Are you sure? You haven't even had a week off yet. You've been working so hard lately and deserve a break."

"No, I'm fine. I just feel like I have to."

"Okay, that's fine. But you also just released Unbroken. You sure about this?"

"I've never been so sure of anything."

"Alright, let me see what I can do."

I waited a couple of minutes until she spoke again.

"Okay, next flight is tomorrow at 8:20. That means you'll have to go to school tomorrow, ok?"

Fuck. Whatever I'll just skip Selena's class.

"Ok, thanks Sarah!" I hung up just as I was receiving another call.

Unknown Number, it read. 

I answered, "Hello?"

"Demi?" It was Selena.

"What do you want?" I said rudely.

"I was just worried about you. I wanted to know if you were alright." She said, hurt.

"Well maybe you shouldn't have kissed me, then." I hung up, filled with mixed emotions.

What if she was really worried about me and I've just been treating her like shit this whole time? What if she doesn't just want to use me for my fame?

I pulled out a notebook from under my carseat and started writing my feelings in a song, my tears smudgine the ink.

We were fine this morning.

Now I feel like I'm dreaming.

You try to tell me what's happened but I can't hear when you're screaming.

No more "I'm Sorry's"

I don't have the time.

You break up to make up so spare me the lies.

Shut up and love me.

'Cause you've already got me.

I don't need words,

I need time in your arms.

I need love from you baby.

You know it's not right.

We could've been smiling.

You should've seen the light inside my eyes.

And I shouldn't have been crying.

Don't say you need me.

Don't promise to change.

I know that you mean it, there's nothing to say.

A/N: Sorry it was so shitty but at least it was an update aha. It's been a WHOLE month I felt bad. So I'll try to make a better chapter next week. And on Friday I will update Better Together. Sorry again aha.