Chapter 2

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I woke up to the bleeping of my alarms I dragged myself out of bed and got ready for another day of hell uh I mean school?...

*after getting ready*

I was dressed in black skinny jeans a purple top my black jacket and my usual converse I went downstairs and greeted my mum

"Hey mum"

"Morning honey, want any breakfast?" she asked she doesn't know I starve myself I nodded and picked out an apple I walked out the door and chucked it in the bin and headed to school

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I arrived at school 5 mins later

'Ewwwww look its the whore'

'OI YOU SLUT WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING ALIVE I TOLD TOU TO KILL YOURSELF!' ouch that one hurt you know the expression "sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me" well it's wrong words hurt a lot

'I bet Justin Ryan and Chaz are friends with you because they feel sorry for you'

'Nobody will ever love you your a mistake'

I quickly grabbed my books out my locker and headed to my first lesson trying to ignore the whispers the stares and the cruel words being thrown at me.

*skip to lunch*

The bell rang indicating its lunch I collected my stuff and walked out I was so close to getting to the girls bathroom before I was thrown into the locker

"Ugh you whore stop getting in my way you worthless piece of shit" James said he was a jock he started all of this if it was for him I wouldn't be bullied he walked away I scurried I to the cubicle I pulled something out if my bag something that helps me takes the pain away for a little bit sound familiar? well you guessed right my razor blade I sliced my wrists remembering all the words that were said to me. Once I had finished I cleaned up my wounds and walked out only I bump into someone to my luck it was Ryan

"Hey sky! were have you been I have been looking or you everywhere" he chirped he was such a happy person

"Urr I was urr in the bathroom" I stuttered hoping he didn't know what I done by the sudden change of mood and the looks on his face I'm guessing he knew

"You did it again didn't you?" he sighed I just nodded he looked disappointed

"Anyway me and Chaz are going to pick justin up from the airport he wants you to come so do you wanna?" ohhhh and chance to see my best friend for the first time in 3 months

"Yes if course! I will meet you by your car?" he nodded and we walked into the canteen to find Chaz.

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