Best friends

Chapter 3

Lunch was agonising I hang around with Ryan and Chaz but people give me horrible stares they do it when Ryan and Chaz aren't paying attention i just want the day to go by faster so can see Justin again. The bell rang indicating that its the end if lunch only one more hour left of school then I am free right now I have Spanish oh how I hate that subject. It's the same ad most of my lessons I'm not with Ryan or Chaz so I won't be left alone the things they say are true but it still hurts I am reminded all the time if the same things

I was snapped back to reality by a pain in my arm someone was grabbing it I looked up to see Ryan giving me a worried look I plastered a fake smile on my face I have been doing it for so long it looks like a real smile inner the have forgotten my real one even I have the pain is too much for me to handle

"C'mon me and Chaz will walk you too class" Ryan said I nodded and walked with them to Spanish

"So ry what time does Justin's flight get in?" I was excited to see him I haven't see him for ages

"Umm I think it gets in about 4.30 and will will get there about quarter to so we will have to wait for a bit" Chaz stated I didn't have time to answer because we had arrived at my class room I said bye to Ryan and Chaz and walked in and took my usual seer at the back I was the first one in as always.

About two minutes later the class started to fill up some would ignore my presence and some would flare and say things like

'I thought I told you too kill yourself'

'Eww the piece of trash is still here'

I bet Justin is only friends with her because he feels sorry he would never ever like a girl like her!'

The last one ruined the tiniest bit of excited I had is it true does he only feel sorry for me? she is right he would never like a girl like me I am just a fat bitch who deserves to kill herself

I put my hand up because I 'needed to use the bathroom' the teacher let me go and I grabbed the things I needed and went. I walked unit the cubicle and added a few more cuts to my collection the crimson red bloody was oozing down my arm and I just stared at it, after about five minutes of letting myself bleed I cleaned up and headed back to my lesson

"What took you so long bitch!" one of my bullied asked I just ignored her and carried on walking back to my seat there was only about 10 minutes left had I really taken that long the next thing I knew the bell had rang again thank god it was time to go home but I had to get Justin suddenly I was dreading seeing him again what about if he doesn't actually like me he only felt sorry like they said.

*skipping to the airport*

Ryan Chaz and I have been talking for about 45 minutes random things that popped into our heads

"Sky... answer honesty do you still get bullied?" Chaz asked I didn't know how to answer that should I tell him? should I not? I didn't want I speak so I nodded my head and looked away thu didn't say anything until they had gathered up their though

"Do you yanno... do you st-" he was cut if by someone calling our names

"SKY!!!!!!! CHAZ!!! RYAN!!"

I turned around to see him my best friend... or someone that possibly doesn't like me walking towards us with a huge grin across his face I put a fake smile on as well and walked to meet him half way

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