Best friends

Chapter 12

Justin came down about 20 minutes later doing god knows what he sat down on the other side if the sofa

"Why didn't you tell me sky?" He asked softly he sounded like he had been crying. I just ignored him, i know its selfish of me but if you were me i bet you would too. 

"Skyblu please talk to me" he pleaded he was kneeling on the floor in front of mw trying to get into my sight as i was looking at the floor.

"because you would have left me like everyone else would i bet chaz and ryan only stayed becuase you was still friends with me, so you can leave now if you really want to, im not stopping you. it will hurt me less if you did now rather then later." i said finally looking at him.

Then something happened that i really didnt expect he slowly got up and without a word he walked out of my door. I sat there for a moment before it actually hit me the boy i used to call my best friend got up and left me. Tears started flowing down my face, i slowly made my way into my room pulling out the razor i saw my reflection in it i cringed at the sight no wonder why people dont like me i ugly im a waste of space.

I slid the razor across my skin feeling the familiar feeling, the cuts got deeper and deeper as i did more. I had about 15 fresh cuts on my arm, everyones notes and words they said to me all kept flowing back into my mind, i ha no one left, i might as well give people what they wanted, and that was for me to be gone. No one would miss me i bet no one woul even notice that i would be gone, evetything they have said about me is true. All these thoughts were running through my head as i slid the razor over my wrist again, hopefully for th last time.

Justins P.O.V

I got up and left

Not becuase i wanted to but becuase i wanted to show her how many people actually care about her. Thoughts of sky have been running through my head since i left her house, would she have done something to herself becuase of me? i called chaz an ryan to help with my plan while i went back to check on sky. I hope she hasnt done anything to herself she doesnt even know how i feel about her...

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