Best friends

Chapter 9

Still Justin's p.o.v

i have been staring at these same four walls for days. She is in here and its all my fault i couldn't do anything my body felt weak it felt like i was unable to do anything. All i did was cry i haven't eaten since i found her there i can sleep he image of her lifeless body laying limp in my arms not knowing if she would wake up stayed in my head.

"flashback"

i slowly walked over to her i couldn't see her arms for the amount of blood that was on them they were deep i screamed her name suddenly running the rest of the distance but as soon as i reached her, her eyes closed. I carefully picked her up in my arms as if i made the wrong move she would break any moment her head fell back slightly this only mad e the tears flow even harder than before. I laid her down in the back of my car and headed straight to the hospital

"end of flashback"

i cringed at the flashback that keeps replaying in my head the same images keep popping up i cant get them out of m head no matter what  i do! if i hadn't of left her she wouldn't be here now in a coma she has been like this for at least 6 days. Every second of every day i have been sitting in this exact chair not being able to move from it. I stare at he pale body laying on the hospital bed. Her lips are blue and i have noticed how skinny she actually is her collar bone sticks out and so do her cheeks bones but not to a great extent. She looked ill really ill and it made me  sick!                                            

i continued staring at her the monitor continued to beep letting me know that she was still breathing the routine came too familiar to me but something seemed different about today everything was the same beep..... beep..... beep..... it started to slow by the second as my heart rate started to pick up beep.............. beep................ beep..................  it got faint until it finally stopped the monitor dragged out the note beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep............. a large group of nurses and doctors ran into the room and lightly pushed me out as the other set up a machine 

"no no no no please!!! you have to let me stay in there!!!! i promised her i wouldn't leave no matter what happens!!" i pleaded but they didn't listen they closed the door in my face. I tried to dry the tears but they kept falling i looked into the window that was on the door the doctors shocked her i saw her body bounce on the bed but the monitor still dragged out the same note they tried again and again every time nothing happened. I couldn't take it seeing her like this killed me i couldn't breath right i slid down the wall pulling at my hair trying to control myself. She doesn't deserve this she has done nothing wrong i held my ears closed trying to block everything out but nothing worked. The door next to me opened revealing a nurse she gave me a synthetic look before........

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