Best friends

Chapter 11

Sky's p.o.v

I slowly peeled my eyes open to see myself in a Plain white room I looked to my right and I saw Justin sitting there with tears streaming down his face with the biggest smile I have ever seen in my life I tried to smile but I quickly stopped remembering what happened. How can leave me like that and then come to the hospital acting like nothing happened I looked away pretending that I wasn't bothered by his presence I heard him shift awkwardly in the wooden chair before he started to speak

"Skyblu?" his voice cracked it sounded weak and fragile I stayed silent

"Please don't be mad at me about leaving I was under a lot of stress" he thinks he was under a lot of stress I turned and faced him

"You think YOU were under a lot of stress what about ME! I'm constantly trying to fit in at school because no one there actually likes me I get bullied every single day and everyone around me just laughs and joins in!!" He just looked at me not knowing what to say next he opened his mouth to speak but before he could say anything the Doctor walked in

"Ahh good to see your awake how are you feeling?" he asked

"I feel great actually, when am I able to leave?" I asked as kindly as possible of course I'm not feeling great I just tried to fucking kill myself what the fuck is wrong with people?!

"I'm let's see..." he opened the wallet in his hands and began to read the pages

"...Well hopefully today as long as your with someone at all times we don't want something like this happening again" I nodded

"Yeah I will have one of my friends with me no need to worry" I out a reassuring smile on my face as he walked out.

*later that day*

I walked into my home with an uneased felling Justin followed on my trail

"Umm Justin I will be right back I'm gunna put the bag in my room and girl the toilet I didn't go at the hospital the toilets were gross" I said hoping he would believe me he nodded and I made my way up to my room I chucked the bag and heard straight into the bathroom I pulled out the bag to find out it wasn't in there I began to panic I felt underneath the toilet feeling the cloth between my fingers I pulled it out relieved to find it in there I always have a back up I took the shiny metal in between my fingers and sliced or across my wrist and thighs I felt the pain release from my body but soon came back again I made more and more incisions.

I couldn't stop I was addicted to the feeling I didn't feel the pain anymore. I heard a gasp I looked up shocked to see Justin standing there's tears gushed down his face seeing me liked this

"Sky what are you doing" like it isn't obvious

"Why do you do this sky why?" he pleaded

"Yanno because it's fun" I laughed

"Why do you fucking think Justin DO YOU THINK I WANNA DO THIS?!? HUH? BECAUSE I DONT! I HAVE TRIED SO MANY FUCKNG TIMES TO STOP BUT I CANT THE FEELING OVER THW RAZOR CUTTING IN MY SKIN RELIEVES THE PAIN EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR A BIT!!! ITS THE ONLY THING THAT HELPS ME!!" I shouted at him

"It doesn't have to be sky you know that"

"Oh yeah! what are you gunna so about it go the the principle and tell everyone to stop bulling me because your Justin Bieber everyone will listen to you! well guess what they won't it will get even worse!" he just stared at me shocked he couldn't say anything because he knows what I said was true i scoffed and walked away from my bedroom.

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