My BabyGirl (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 19

Riley POV

Alex was at work and I was sitting in my apartment bored. It has been about 5 months since I met Alex. It has been the best month of my life. The past couple of days my anxiety has been coming back. I am afraid she will not love me one day and leave me. I love her too much to lose her. I try not to show any signs when I am around her.

Now I am sitting on the couch just thinking off all the ways she could break up with me or stop loving me. I can get uglier or annoying or to needy. My tears started to form in my eyes. I was sitting her crying over something they may never happen. I wiped my eyes and decided to go on my phone and try not to think about it. I went on snapchat to see I had 5 new snaps. I went and saw 2 were from my ex-bestfriend, one was from Alex, and 2 were from my step-sister. Hence two of them hated me so I saved Alex's for last. I opened my step-sister's first. One was a picture of her and the caption read, 'still better then you' and the other one said Kill your self little sis. Then I opened my ex-best friends snaps. My eyes were already watery from the ones from my sister. I opened those to see her kissing my ex who raped me. then the next one was a black screen and it said 'He likes pretty girls, that's why he broke up with you bitch. I never liked you. Kill your self you gay'. Tears fell down my face. I opened Alex's snap to see it was a picture of her smiling and the caption read ' I miss you baby'. I tried to smile but I couldn't. I was in to much pain from the others. The last one was a picture of her and that was all. I threw my phone down and cried. My heart raced and tears streamed down my face. I wanted to cut but I promised Alex I wouldn't I was not going to for her. I laid down on the couch and just thought about the Snaps.

Alex POV

I went to Riley's apartment and used her spare key to get in. I walk in to her asleep on the couch. Her phone was on the floor and her cheeks had tear stains. I walked over to her and placed a kiss on her forehead. "Babygirl, I am home". Her eyes fluttered open. She gave a slight smile and sat up. I sat next to her and looked at her face. I placed my hand on her cheek and rubbed tiny circles. " Why were you crying?" I asked with concern. She looked down at her phone then back at me. I grabbed it and unlocked it to see she was on snapchat. I looked at her confused. " M-my step-sister and my ex b-best f-friend sent me horrible snaps and told me to kill my self, and no I didn't cut. I opened your snaps and it made me realize I have the best thing ever. " a single tear rolled down her cheek. I kissed it away and pulled her into a hug. " Babygirl, Don't listen to them. They are assholes. They don't realize how beautiful, kind, caring, loveable, and just how perfect you are. If they can't see that they can go fuck them selves. I am glad you didn't cut. I love you so much baby." I leaned on the end of the couch and had her sit between my legs. I wrapped my arms around her waist. I kissed her neck then started whispering sweet little things in her ear. I want her to know she is loved. I want her to know she is perfect. I want her to know I will never leave her.

Riley POV

I sat between Alex's legs. She wrapped her arms around my waist and I felt safe. She kissed my neck and I felt loved. She started to whisper sweet little things in my ear. I leaned my head back against her chest as she continued to do it. I started to drift to sleep. The last thing I heard Alex say was " I love you". That is when I knew she would never leave me.