• season 7 Ian
1.
❝ I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangsters do ❞
2.
❝ I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue
I'm built for it, all the abuse
I got secrets that nobody, nobody, nobody
knows ❞
-Gangsta, Kehlani
Reasoning
• ❝ I need a gangsta ❞ MIKHAILO ALEKSANDER MILKOVICH!! COME ON PEOPLE!! STAY WITH THE FUCKING PROGRAM!!
• okay sorry about that ^^ anyways ❝I need a gangsta to love me better than all the others do❞ so Mickey is a gangsta and Ian could have anyone he wants- in this case it's Trevor since it's season 7 we're discussing- but he goes for his lil thug muffin because he knows that Mickey loves and cares for him more than anyone else, leading on the decision to go to Mexico
• ❝ To always forgive me, ride or die with me, that's just what gangsters do ❞ literally through ALL THE SHIT Ian put Mickey through in season 3, 4, and especially 5 and even a bit of 6 with the whole "I'll wait" bullshit, Mickey came back for Ian, forgave his ass and continued to love the fuck outta him, plus we all know that Mickey would do it again in a heart beat because he always forgives him. And Mickey always ride or dies with Ian- he's never left his fucking side expect for when he was forced to
• ❝ I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue ❞ this could be taken one of two ways. First, when I read the line I thought "Ian, it's not that you're fucked up, but you did fuck up by once again ditching the love of your life. But hey, that's none of my business 🐸". But what it really is saying is that Ian is mentally fucked up because Monica lended him her bipolar gene and his brain is black and blue and beaten to a pulp because of how much the illness fucked with him
• ❝ I'm built in for the abuse ❞ so this could go in for Ian and Mickey emotionally and physically because they have a rough, physical relationship (just look up "Mickey and Ian fight" on YouTube if you are confused) but they've always been in love even with the physical abuse they've caused each other- but there's also the emotional abuse that we have to consider because every time Mickey or Ian have to leave each other, it hurts their hearts and it pains them to leave each other and they know that when they find each other once more, they always fucking do in this damn show, that they'll just have to endure this pain once again. (Because John Wells is an ass, that's why our children are in pain. Fuck you john)
• ❝ I got secrets that nobody, nobody, nobody knows ❞ Ian literally hid from his fucking family that he was with Mickey (wtf, by the way) so I think that explains it enough