Fluster of Emotions

Impromptu

I can't just talk to you in front of me

It's not as easy as you think

I have to prepare myself mentally

Wrong answer and my world will sink

Meeting with you face to face

Is like going on stage with a blank paper

Knowing that I am out of place

My shyness I would love to taper

How do people do small talk?

I know I can talk a lot too

When I try, I become still as a rock

Especially when I'm next to you

I know you don't mind my silent presence

My presence you still adore

Everything in my mind I try to make sense

My mind, your words, and so much more

I appreciate the time you allot for me

Our schedules are busy as is

Going home around two or three

I love all the time of his

Yet we're not officially in a relationship

Neither are we just friends

I won't let you go through that hardship 

Until my shyness ends