A Storm of Thoughts

Drowning

You know it.
You know when it begins.
When the silent waves start trembling
And moving closer,
Yet to penetrate your beautiful soul.

And it hits!
Where it should not
And you are left bewildered,
Right where you were left earlier,
Where you dint want to be,
A place you ran away from
A place you tried to remove
From your life.

This time,igniting
The soul.
The soul which goes aflame. 
You run,
Or at least try.
But it holds you so tight,
You do not know whether it
Actually loves you
Or terrifies you.
Then you get stuck.
Back again in the familiar space.
The space you do not want to enter.
The hated space.
The drowning space.