Ellie's POV
I haven't felt like this before. Well I have but.....its complicated.
"Babe what are you thinking about?" what am I doing I'm supposed to be mad at Niall...I couldn't be doing this. I can't forgive him. What if he does the same thing like before. I ran out of the room in tears. I hadn't realized where I've gone. I ended up in front of a club. I thought to myself and I left. I kept running. I was in front of my house. Still alone. I called my best friend Liann. She didn't pick up. I was now definitely alone. I had an urge to call Niall but I couldn't I just can't stand to think of what he might do. I heard the bell ring. I went down to open the door. When I opened it I saw Niall standing in the rain. I felt bad. I told him to come in and I took his sweater and gave him a blanket. When I sat next to him, but not to close, I looked up at him. His eyes were puffy red and his eyes still full of sadness and water.
"El?"
"Y..yes" I just wanted to run away. I felt guilty. I was mad at myself. But I couldn't run away from my problems.
"Why?"
"What"
"Why did you run away?" he said looking at me.
"Ni...i....i..its.....I JUST CANT DEAL WITH THIS OK!" I yelled causing him to jump and widen his eyes. His eyes turned from sad and depressed to just plain pissed.
"Don't ever yell at me like that..EVER" he clenched his teeth.
"You can't tell me what to do Niall." I said with confidence. He glared at me and gave me a scary look. Now I was really scared. I got up and started walking up to my room. As I was going to close the door, I was pushed on to the wall. Niall pinned me against the wall and was breathing heavily. His breath smelled like beer. He's been drinking again. He always knew where the beer and all that other stuff were.
"Why are you doing this to me?"
"What do you mean Ni?"
"You keep tempting and teasing me"
"How would I...." he smashed his lips onto mine. His lips tasted like beer, but they were soft. I then remembered that Niall had a "girlfriend" .
"Don't you have a girlfriend?"
"Uh"
"Niall I can't do this"
"But..."
"Niall no get out"
"Fine you bitch I will" with that he left slamming the door. I started to cry again. I kept replaying those words again and again. I couldn't let him go that easy. I was afraid. He has a "girlfriend" and now he's a player. I just....couldn't. What if he tried hurting me. I felt my bed vibrate. I looked to the side and saw my iPhone. I looked at the message.
201-372-8282
I'm going to make your life as miserable as possible. And stay away from my friends and my girlfriend. And especially my LIFE.
Tears started to fall. I just wanted to die at the moment. Who could've sent the text. I didn't even know that number. But the only person that came to mind was.....Niall
