Prolouge

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Thomas sat on the edge of the bridge with a joint in his mouth as he watched the traffic pass. He despised people nothing made him madder than watching as the hurry always seeming to be busy always doing the smart thing? Or the right thing? who knows but something about it made his blood boil.

Newton looked in the mirror once more to make sure he looked presentable before heading off to school. "Newton don't forget your cousins are coming over you need to be home straight away." his mother reminded as he walked out of the door. he quickly yelled a response and left without any other delays.

Thomas wanted to forget. He loved the feeling of a blank mind no worries no cares. As far as he knew there were only two ways to do it. Drugs and alcohol. After his joint burned out he walked to his friend's house. "Minho open up I'm sober and that's an issue" after what felt like an eternity he finally answered holding a bottle of whiskey and a few joints.

Newt payed attention and took notes in all of his classes until eventually it was lunch time. He wasn't exactly popular and he wasn't quite good at socialising so he always preferred it to be him and his music during lunch times.

Thomas was completely drunk without a care in the world. This was the only feeling he had left to value everything else in his life was a bunch if shit. but feeling like this had meant something to the boy something he couldn't explain he longed to hold onto the feeling forever but sadly this was only a temporary solution to his many permanent problems.

It was finally time for the blonde to go home this was the time he dreaded, the moment from the final bell to the minute he walked to his house. bullies bigger and smaller than him liked to pick on him even hurt him when they were in a bad mood. but Newt being his pacifist self just stood there and took it. they made him feel low and worthless like he shouldn't even be alive. That is why most of the time he just locked himself in his room and blasted music to forget about the outside world.


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whooo first fanfic yay i hope this is good new chapters to come very soon.

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