I don't care. (Newtmas AU)

5

"I'm so sorry for him. We get drunk together a lot well used to." Newt stared the brunette. "What do you mean used to?"

"Newt I really like you and your family I appreciate everything your doing for me I don't want to Mess it up." This made Newt's heart melt. That his Tommy was trying to be sober just for him. "I would never let them kick you out anyway your my only friend."

They eventually made it too the river. They say down and started talking. Just about everything and anything that came to life.
"What's it like to be high?" The brunette had to think for a minute. "Well it depends. Sometimes it makes you so happy you forget about our problems all you can do is smile. Sometimes it makes me scared like I've never been so exposed other times it makes me feel like I'm the strongest person in the world." He smiled slightly.

"Newtie please stay innocent forever." Newt smiled "I could never make a promise like that for just anyone but I'll make that promise to you" Thomas smiled. He was beginning to get feeling for the blonde. If he acted on them he'd potentially hurt him. But the more the hung out the stronger they grew urging him to do something.

"Im sorry I have to go." Thomas randomly blurted out. "Wait don't go" Newt said looking up at him. He felt so conflicted and confused he didn't know what to do. "WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO STAY SO BAD!" He yelled. Tears welled up in the blondes eyes. Thomas heart instantly shattered he kneeled down an rushed to his side. He embraced the smaller boy and didn't let go. " I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell I just got mad at myself. Please don't cry." He said softer.

"Because I love you" Newt whispered in an almost inaudible whisper. "What did you say?" Thomas said as he struggled to hear the blonde. "I wanted you to stay because o love you okay. You must think I'm an idiot!" Newt said much louder this time.

Thomas was shocked and overwhelmed. Newt turned away ashamed. Thomas gently turned newts face until the where face to face with one another. "I love you too" he whispered. "Really?" the blonde asked hopefully. "Of course but I didn't want to hurt you that's why I was going to leave"

"Tommy please don't leave me." The sweet blonde looked up at Thomas with big puppy dog eyes. "Fine. But stop being so adorable." he said giggling.