My Girl

Heart break

Love has always been a tricky concept for me. I mean i understand the whole typical love story where they fall for each other as soon as they spot each other and its instantaneous love and such but I've never had that. Ive only ever had one boyfriend, which brings me to Toddy...

Toddy is my now ex boyfriend, we were together for 2 years, from 14-16. There was a time where I really did love him but his true colours became evident on the night of prom. Looking back to the time we spent together i regret the amount of time that i had wasted thinking about him and the time i spent with him because he is a real asshole. For two years i had spent every waking moment thinking and dreaming about him. It sounds stupid now but i was so utterly in love with that dickhead that i really didn't see the break up coming.

It was the night of prom and as all couples do, we went together. I was in a long burgundy dress with lots of lace detailing and i felt so beautiful. Toddy was of coarse in a suit with a burgundy tie. We looked so good, we were happy or at least i thought we were.

As prom goes we got there ate, talked a bit, danced and had a good time. I saw my 'best friend' Sienna and we spoke briefly.

I felt an arm come and grab my waist giving me a kiss on the cheek, i smiled knowing that it was Toddy. 'I'm gonna go get us some punch, are you ok staying here with Sienna?' I asked. 'Of coarse' he replied quickly followed by a smirk and a wink. But oddly the wink was towards Sienna, not thinking much about it i walked away to go and get us the punch.

And this is where it all goes down hill...

I had spent at least five minutes searching for the cups so that i could grab myself and Toddy some punch before realising that it was right in front of me. I grabbed the punch and started walking towards Toddy and Sienna, i stopped in the middle of the dance floor, astonished by what i saw...

My boyfriend and my best friend with their lips pressed together. Anger and rage took over my body. I was livid. I couldn't believe this. This couldn't be happening surely. Im dreaming. No. No. No. Spoiler alert, it wasn't a dream.

I made my way towards them, thoughts raging my mind like a hurricane. I was getting closer and closer. With each step that i took i felt my heart break a little more and a little more. I was now standing in front of them, i coughed to make my presence felt. Toddy looked shocked and he began trying to explain himself 'I...uh...it's not what it looks like.. it wasn't me.. I...uh'. 'Save it' i snapped. 'Neither of you ever fucking talk to me again ' i roared before pouring the drinks that i was holding over their heads, i ran through the gigantic hall making my way toward the exit. My eyes engulfed by tears, I was running down the stairs making my way towards the parking lot. I must've sat there crying for a while not being able to comprehend what made them do that. I called my parents and they came to pick me up straight away.
For the next few days i wouldn't come out of my room. I was a mess.

And thats basically how it goes with my love life. Pretty shit right? I agree. But after my parents died (a few months after this whole incident) i moved to a different town to live with my aunt and i haven't seen their faces since and im very glad about it!

But with moving town means moving schools. And with moving schools means new boys. There's this one boy at my school. He's so gorgeous. His eyes are a bright blue colour and his hair a dirty blond/ brown which always looks so perfectly messy. And his jawline, oh his jawline could cut a bitch up. I can't help myself. He's different...

A/N; What do you think about the new boy? Cant wait to write more and reveal more about him. X