My Girl

'Are you ashamed of me?'

Isabellas POV;
'WHAT THE FUCK' I shouted.
I looked at the shards of broken glass that lay in front of me. A brick in the middle caught my attention. I carefully moved towards the crimson rectangle that lay in my living room i picked it up to find that there was a massive letter 'Z' on it. Who the hell is 'Z'. What the fuck. Is this meant to be some kind of joke. This isn't funny. If by some chance my aunt comes back and sees this I'm DEAD. I start to feel myself have a panic attack. Fuck.

After a while i had finally calmed down. 'Well we obviously can't go to sleep with a window missing, it isn't safe. But we can't leave either. Our best hope is just to try and stay awake until the morning when we can call someone to fix this' Riley said, stroking my hair, helping me calm down. I nodded.

As we had planned to do we just watched movies for the whole night, but i couldn't get myself to stop thinking about who 'Z' is. Is it a girl? Is it a boy? Is this meant to be some kind of threat? My mind was swirling with questions. I couldn't focus on the movies no matter how hard i tried. I was still kinda shocked.

It was soon morning and i was so tired but i was wide awake at the same time. Riley had fallen asleep a few hours ago, i didn't want to wake him up, besides, he was so cute when he was sleeping. I removed myself from the comfort of my sofa and out of the warm embrace of my boyfriends arms and went upstairs to shower. I showered and i went back into my room, it felt like it hadn't been used in so long. I grabbed my laptop and sat down on my bed. I opened up the device in front of me. The bright lights of the screen lighting up the corner of my room that i was sitting in. I looked up some repair men who lived in the area and one of them began work at 6 am. It was now 6:47 am so i called him up and he told me that he could come and fix it at 11. I agreed and went back downstairs. Riley was still asleep so i went into the kitchen for some breakfast, i decided to make omelettes. I think Riley heard me moving around in the kitchen because he walked in, rubbing his beautiful ocean coloured eyes and immediately hugged me. We had breakfast and awaited the repair man. Finally he was here, he fixed the window for us and i was so glad because now we could finally sleep. I could finally rest and try to forget the 'threat?'that was bestowed upon me the night previous.

We went up to my room to sleep, it felt nice seeing that i had slept on the sofa so much recently. I felt safe and protected laying there in Rileys arms. I soon fell asleep and i was oblivious to the world. We both woke up at a similar time; 9;30pm. We decided that to pass the time we should go to our spot, we lay there. It didn't feel like a long time. But it was soon 4am and we headed home. He dropped me off at my house, i was scared to be alone but there was nothing that i could do about it. He rode off, back down to his own house, only a few streets down from mine. I began getting ready for school. I was scared that I would come into contact with this 'Z' person. To be perfectly honest i didn't know if i had even met them yet.

It was now 7:30 and time for school. I was tired and scared but i couldn't hide forever, so i might as well just go to school and try to learn what i can.

I hadn't seen Riley all day, i didn't want to be one of those girlfriends who had a fit if they didn't see their boyfriend for like half a day but i just really wanted a hug, today was tough, i just wanted to go home and cuddle with Riley.

I hadn't seen him at all, all day because i had a full day of sociology meaning that he wasn't in any of my lessons. I did see him at lunch though, he was the same as he was before the weekend, sitting with his friends, bimbos climbing all over him. I mean he was my boyfriend, but we hadn't told anyone that we were together but that didn't mean that he could let those little tramps walk all over him, i was his girlfriend, ME.
Wow you're really going crazy over this. He asked you to be his girlfriend, not one of those bimbos. Calm down. Just let him so his thing. He likes you. Just ignore him. Whatever, it doesn't matter.
But it did matter. No matter what that annoying little voice inside my head says it does matter, i really like him, i don't want some no good, man stealing tramp to try and take him. I just needed to get through the next lesson and that was it. It was over and i could go home and rest. And stop thinking about him and this whole situation and maybe even not think about the whole 'Z' throwing a brick through my window situation. I just needed to go home and relax; have myself a nice face mask, a warm bath, do my nails and just forget for a little while.

As i sat in Sociology trying to get him out of my mind i looked to the window. It was raining, perfect weather that reflects my mood. Cold, solemn and dark.

School was soon over and i started to make my way home. I, stupidly didn't bring an umbrella and i didn't have a hood on my clothes either. I began my trip home, rain pouring on me, my main focus being that my books don't get ruined.

I walked home in the rain and i was only about 2 minutes away from my house when i heard footsteps behind me, but they sounded as if they were running. I turned around and saw a soaking wet Riley in front of me, catching his breath. I looked at him and i could feel myself getting upset, angry.

He pulled me into a hug but i did not hug back. He released me and his face dropped from his smile to a look of confusion.
'What's up Bella?' He asked
'Oh really, now you care?' I fired back
'What do you mean?' His face dropped even more.
'Now you care if I'm ok, you seemed fine earlier when you were ignoring me. Let me ask you a question Ri. Are you ashamed of me?'
I could feel tears running down my cheeks now, they mixed with the ice cold rain coming from above us.
He looked at me speechless trying to grab my hand 'I... no... Bella...I....'
I pull my hand away and start walking backwards away from him. I began running to my house and i was soon home. Finally. I went straight to my room where i let myself fall onto my bed the tears coming from my eyes being absorbed by my duvet. I decided that i needed to let myself get away from reality, i closed my eyes and went away, forgetting about my shitty day and just thinking about good memories, good times and good people.

A/N; I'm really sorry that it took me ages to write another chapter, i've been kinda busy. Thank you so much for reading though and we're so close to 100 reads it's kinda crazy to me. Thank you for reading, make sure to comment to tell me what you thought and if you like it vote. Thank you so much xxx