COOL-OFF? OR BREAKUP?
WHY DO GIRLS EAT CHOCOLATE RIGHT AFTER BREAKING-UP?
-BECAUSE THE SWEETNESS OF THE CHOCOLATE MAKES THEM FORGET THE BITTERNESS OF BREAKING-UP.WHY DO BOYS DRINK BEER RIGHT AFTER BREAKING-UP?
-BECAUSE THE BITTERNESS OF THE BEER MAKES THEM FORGET THE SWEETNESS OF THE GIRL.*******
11-thursday
Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just dont belong, and no one understands you. You dont know what its like to be like me. To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark. And no ones there to save you. No you dont know what its like... WELCOME TO MY LIFE...
Yeah my miserable life, its so painful. After the love we share and then I feel this shit. The day he broke me, the day that I wish its a dream and not true but this is a REALITY OF LIFE.
I really dont know what is his mind. Theres no clue that he want a cool-off or breakup. Im not ready for this. I even not consider and I dont also.
May practice kami ngayon, sinundo ako ng mga close friend ko. Sakto na umuulan pa neto para maibsan kahit papano ang sakit umiyak ako habang nasa ilalim ng shower, wala na akong pakialam kahit marinig pa nila or ni mama. Basta ang alam ko lang kailangan ko mailabas ang lahat lahat.
Para akong walang lakas sa practice, gusto ko syang makita makausap at sabihin nyang hindi totoo ang nangyari ngayon gusto kong sabihin nyang mahal na mahal nya ako at hindi iiwan. Pero habang binabasa ko yung mga palitan namin ng message unti unting yung sakit ng nararamdam ko nagiging manhid na ako sa sobrang sakit.
MESSAGE FROM HIM
'Sorry, masakit talaga pero, e2 lang alam kong paraan na mkkbuti saten.
'mahal na mahal kita?! at d mgbbgo un :(
'Masakit dn sobra pra skin, mmm! wala na ko ibang maisip di ko na alam ggwin, nhhrapan na ako. (T ^ T)
'cguro nga! Mahal na Mahal kita npksaya ko nung tym na mkilala kita, dhl nung mga tym na un, feel ko magisa lng ako sa mundo! pero di p tlga e2 ung tym 4 us..
'mghhntay ako! sana ung tym na un, na22 na ko phlagahan ung taong 2nay na nagmmahal sakin!
'MAS MAHAL KITA!
'hmm sana mkkpag-antay ka pa ng matagal, promise ko seo d ako magkkaroon ng iba!
Sana marealize nya na mahal ko sya ng sobra at handa akong hantayin yung kusa nyang pagbabalik sa piling ko. Sana dumating yung araw na handa ko syang tanggapin ulit.
*******
~Rose

BINABASA MO ANG
MEMORIES NOTE
Romance"I'm sick of pretending i don't need you. I'm sick of hating you, when i know i will never be able to stop loving you."