Realizing a Mistake (NaLu)

Lisanna

Lisanna's Pov.

All i see right now is...endless white. Where am I?The last thing I remember is....oh, right. Natsu punched me.Did I die?...No...I can still feel my heart beating.So I must have fainted...But i couldn't complete my job.Lucy is still alive.I wonder why I couldn't do it.

Ever since arriving to Edolas i was hoping to see Natsu.I wanted him to be next to me at that unknown to me world.Sure I lived with the Edo-Fairy tail and Edo-Natsu was there but...it just wasn't the same.When i learned that Anima was used to bring cities, full of magic, from Earthland to Edolas i was hoping that Magnolia would get brought here.I wanted to see Mira-nee, Elf-niichan, Erza, Gray, Cana, Master and everyone from Fairy Tail again but mostly Natsu.I wanted to see the Fairy Tail i grew up to and have come to love.So i waited...and waited and waited....and before i knew it...2 years had passed.

I had gotten used to the life there and i wasn't being miserable anymore.I understood that they will never come here so i moved on.But then Earthland's Natsu, Wendy and Happy with another exceed came.It was really him...Natsu...my Natsu! I decided then that i will never let go of him again! We will always be together!Always.But a few days after he left to go save Earthland's Fairy Tail I followed them and saw him with Lucy.I didn't know their relationship then so i just assumed that she was a new member of Fairy Tail and so I went back to the guild.

After all the battles and stuff Natsu and everyone from Earthland's Fairy Tail were sucked up in the reverse anima.And together with them...i was too.We all returned to Magnolia and they were shocked to see me.After all...those 2 years they thought i was dead, but i wasn't...I was just sent to a parallel world...I was welcomed and very happy that everything was back to normal but then i learned that Natsu and Lucy were partners.I got very angry.Natsu was slowly being taken away from me! I couldn't let that happen...so I started making everyone ignore her and she was so lonely that when she was kicked out of the team she left Fairy Tail.

I then felt so relaxed!Natsu was mine again!Until she reappeared three years later.So i decided to kill her.But even if i wanted that so badly i just....couldn't do it...Actually i am not sure if i like that or not...I never intended to kill someone from the guild.They are my family and even if Lucy already quit...she was still like a sister to me before i learned about her and Natsu but...i guess i was so greedy that i couldn't stand it.I was blinded.I was only thinking of myself.I wasn't thinking of their feelings.I wasn't thinking of Natsu's feelings...                                                                                                   But now...

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I do!

They really like each other and i can't get in their way!Even if the truth hurts I know it's for the best! I will apologise to them and hopefully they will forgive me even though i don't deserve to be forgiven...But if they do, I will be really happy! From now on i will cheer them on like i should have done from the start. From now on...

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I will be the REAL Lisanna!

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*sniff sniff* Well said Lisanna...well said...So, what do you guys think?Is it good? I believe there is too much drama but i couldn't help it!Anyway, see you next time!!!

Yosh!

Stand, bow

AYE SIR!!!