Riley
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Maya?
Riley
What's going on with you and Joshua
Nothing.
We are just friends
Well last week you said the last thing you would ever want to do is befriend someone who cheats
I did say that. But with josh it just that there's something different
What do you mean?
I mean like I can't stay away from him.
It's like this thing in my head where it's telling me no but everything else is telling me yes
Explain more ?
If it was any other guy I would have no problem hating them. But with josh it's like I take one look at his stupid face and all of sudden I forget why I was even mad at him.
And I'm filled up with all these emotions.
What kind of emotions ?
I don't know. Weird ones. Ones I can't explain. It's like a feeling in my stomach and my heart it's something I've never felt before
You mean butterflies and you're heart drops or speeds up by like 100 beats every time he's near you. And how you can't help but smile every time you hear his name or his voice?
Exactly like that. It's weird right ?
No Maya it's not weird. I don't think you want to hear what I think it is.
What do you think it is?
Are you sure you want me to tell you?
Yes please so I can make it stop somehow :/
Maya....I think you love josh
What no fucking way.
Yes fucking way.
But...why now? Why not before he did what he did.
The heart wants what the heart wants ?
Is that a question or a confused statement?
A confused statement :)
Of course :/ god I would fall in love with josh right when he breaks my heart:(
Sorry Maya :/ maybe you should embrace it
No fucking way! I'm trying to be friends with him in order to build back the trust he broke
Well what happens after he gains he's trust from you back. If he gains his trust back that is ?