Hush: don't speak child [Completed]

Part 9: Destinations

Your best friend didn't destroy you because of me.

Your best friend told me , she saw light in me.

Your best friend gave you another chance.

I gave you another chance.

My efforts seems not enough?
When will it be enough?

Don't speak. Hush. I know.

I know what you want.

The voices tell me not to give it to you. Not to sacrifice the last bit of hope.

The worlds extinction seem to not have satisfied you too?

This last hope scrap it out of me. Drag it through my nails and shred my heart into ashes. Its already in pieces.

Take it.

"Mommy, before you take me away, do me a favour?"

"Anything."

Clearly fucking lies.

"You know."

We stared into each others soul until mother broke the silence by a long out take of breathe.

"Fine."

I'm not running anymore.

Even though what i want is nothing but lies... I always wanted to hear those words from you.

I never thought it was possible from you.

Smirk. Smirk. Smirk.

Wipe that fucking smirk of your face.

Love is deniable.
Love is irresistible.

I'm sorry i loved.
I'm sorry i had a heart.

"Fine."
".....you made me proud,child."

Peacefully, mother dragged the hope out of me in the worst way.
The pain was fire. It set me on fire.
The pain was satisfying.

My drugs name is pain.
Hey nice to meet you. You taste bitter sweet.

I cover my mouth from relieving any weaknesses. With two knees,kneeled down, i bow my head as a sign of respect in front of my creator.

AHHHHHHHHH....

And the words gently slip out...

"Hope will never die... mother."