Hush: don't speak child [Completed]

Part 4 : Unseen world

It feels so nice.

Its so beautiful.

I just want to be buried here.

My best friend, betrayed me.
Wait, i betrayed him.
I turned away, i said no.
I am the best, that's what i said.

That's right, I drowned in pride.

Light vs fire.

This time i know who's who.

'My friend, hear me out...'
You started it.
You gave me the permission to become this monster.
You said it's okay.

Even your slaves were questioning.

I still don't know who's running away from everything.

This is home.
Yours so far away..

That bright light...

Grab it, hide it.

Whilst i rot, you just sit in your throne, listening, contemplating my deeds.

Even though your far away, why does it feel as if your stand right next to me? Thats right, my enemies beside me

Left, right, up , down...
They are everywhere, decaying.

Even though they are in pain, they are trying to run towards me, my children.

I'm your child, they are mine.

As a guardian, i reach out to them.
Hold them, i hold them really tight saying: " don't worry child, hush, I won't let go, i would never let go."

But, their temptations are my neck, my life.

I have no life. I am already dead.

I brought them home but they are ungrateful.

They hate me, they wanna rip me apart.

'No .. no ... don't do this... i brought you home.'

"I did this all for you."

"No close your eyes. I will close mine."

My mother finally came back for me. She wraps her arms around me  gently patting me "child, don't cry, hide in my arms."

Your arms are burning. My bodies on fire. My hearts burning down.
Someone save me. Mother just watches me burn down in flames. She doesn't reach out, she watches.

"Mommy, please.."

"You've been a bad child."

She grabs me my the collar and looks into the fire in eyes..

"You deserve this."

How could you say that?
After all i did for you...
I gave my life to you.
I gave all i have.
You betrayed me.

Why?!

"You betrayed me first."