This is another bsm requested by @Highlow123423 hope you like it! Slanted font means your thoughts.
Ashton age 6: Your twin sisters names was Julia. She looked exactly like you, talked exactly like you, and did everything like you. You thought she got all the attention from your older brothers Ashton and Harry and your older sister Lauren. You got jealous of her so you never played with her anymore. She noticed and she stopped playing with you to. So you both competed for your oldest brother Ashton's attention since he was barely home. For the third day of the week you sat up in your room peacefully readig, not in the mood to play at the moment. Ashton opened the door to your room. "Y/N how come your not playing with Julia", Ashton asked. "Because I don't have to", you said. "Yes you do she comes crying to me everyday saying she has nobody to play with". Ashton said getting angrier. "Even if I would want to play with her she won't let me", you yelled. "That's just lies Y/N I can't believe you would treat your twin sister like that", Ashton said slamming your door. Tears stung in your eyes. In your head thoughts were racing around. He doesn't love me anymore, he only loves Harry, Lauren and Julia not me. I minus well go. You broke your train of thoughts and grabbed a backpack in the corner of your room. You got some bread and water and snuck out your window. You put up your hood on your hoodie and jogged to the nearest park. It was near dark and you sat on the bench tired. You searched through your bag to get your bread when you felt something. You pulled it out. It was a doll that your sister made you, you made one for her just like it. Tears stung in your eyes. Ashton did love you what were you thinking. You were only six you couldn't be out here forever. It was dark and there was no light. You had no idea on how to get home. Just then you heard feet running on the concrete. You looked up and saw your siblings. All of them Harry, Lauren, Ashton, even Julia. You perked up instantly and started crying. "Y/N", Julia called when she found you. She hugged you so tight and you felt her hot tears running down your shirt. "I love you I'm so so sorry", Julia said. "I'm sorry to", you said. You let go and faced Ashton. He was also crying but he broke into a smile and he picked you up hugging you so tight. "Don't leave Y/N I love you so much and so do Harry and Lauren and Julia", Ashton said. He held your hand and Julia's on the way home. Your sister was your forever best friend and you never got jealous of the attention you received because you felt lucky to have it.
Luke age 5: You had a twin brother, his name was Danny. You two were identical but had opposite personalities. He liked boy things and you liked girly things. Your three older brothers always adored when you both played together because it barley ever happens. You were playing with Danny. He had a toy football and you had a princess doll. The ball rolled under your doll and the shoe popped it. "I'm sorry Danny", you said. Danny burst into tears causing your brother Luke to come in. "She broke my ball on purpose", Danny wailed. "Y/N why would you do that", Luke said. "I didn't it was an accident i apologized and everything", you said in shock. "No you have to lie what is wrong with you Y/N", Luke yelled. Tears ran down your face in utter shock. Thoughts were going through your head. Luke doesn't want me anymore neither does Ben Jack or Danny. You began to weep about the thought of you having no family because they didn't love you. You buried yourself under the hot covers and didn't come out. It was after dinner so you decided to go to bed. You cried yourself to sleep thinking about how to go about your new life. The next morning you went downstairs really early to try to make your self breakfast thinking that Luke wouldn't. Surprisingly you found Luke sitting at the table with bright tear stains on his cheeks. "Y/N", Luke said. You thought he was gonna yell at you again so tears were already slipping out of your eyes. "No don't cry I'm sorry Danny told me later that it was an accident", Luke said crying again. He pulled you into a hug. "So you do love me", you said still crying. "Of course I do, I thought you didn't love me anymore", Luke said pulling away smiling at you. "I love you Lukey", you said giggling tackling him into another hug. "I love you to", Luke said.
Michael age 4: Your twin sisters name was Carla. For everything she did to you like hit you or bite you, she began to fake cry and say that you did it. Today was one of those days. "MIKEY!" Your twin yelled. Michael came upstairs. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Y/N hit me." Carla said still fake crying. "Y/N why would you do that!" Michael yelled at you. You stood there in shock. "She hit me!" You exclaimed showing him the bruise now forming on your arm. He shook his head disapprovingly at you. Real tears rolled down your face as you went upstairs to your room. He doesn't love me anymore. You thought. You crawled into your bed and looked at the picture on your bedside table. It was of Michael holding you in one arm and Carla in the other. The memory that wasn't to long ago made you cry harder. You heard footsteps so you covered your whole body with the covers. "Y/N I'm sorry for yelling at you, I did see your bruise on your arm and I put Carla on a timeout for it." He said. You smiled under the covers but still didn't come out. "I love you so much Y/N." Michael said. You giggled from under the covers and sprang out at him. "I love you to Mikey." You said hugging him. Michael laughed and hugged you back. You heard a whimper at your door. You look over to see Carla at your door with tears slipping out of her eyes. "I'm sorry." Carla whimpered. You walked over to her and hugged her telling her that it was ok. Michael then scooped both of you up. "I love my two girls." He said hugging you both. "We love you to." You and Carla said.
Calum age 7: You had a twin brother and his name is Ricky. You and get along not so well. He always called you names and hurt you on purpose and then lie and get out of it. Calum was sitting on the couch. You pulled on his pant leg. "Yeah Y/N." He said. "Ricky called me a jerk." You said pouting. Calum called Ricky in. "I didn't do anything!" Ricky yelled. "Y/N I can't believe that you would lie like that just for my attention." Calum said. You stood in your place shocked crying. You scrambled up to your room before another word could be said. They all hate me Calum, Mali, and Ricky. You looked out and saw your window. You climbed out of it and was outside. You ran to Calum's best friend Ashton's house. You knocked on the door crying. Ashton let you in immediately and you explained to him what happened. He held you in his lap and tried to calm you down. Just then somebody knocked at the door and Ashton went to get it. "Have you seem Y/N?" Calum asked. "In the matter of fact I did." Ashton said letting Calum in. "She's been crying all day saying that you, Mali, and Ricky didn't love her." Ashton said in a low whisper. "I know I made a mistake." Calum said. "We'll fix it." Ashton said. "I'm so sorry Y/N Ricky confessed I don't know what got into me." Calum said tears rolling down his face. You grinned widely at your older brother and jumped into his arms. "I love you Calum." "I love you to." He said. Just then Ricky showed up at the door. "I'm sorry Y/N." Ricky said. "It's ok I love you." You said hugging you brother. He repeated your action. "Hey Ashy." You said giggling. "What." He said. "Tag." You said running away from him. You spent your whole day playing with Calum, Ashton, and Ricky.
