Why me | C.Gallagher

Hurican April |6

Carl's POV
"What are we"is all she said.

What are we the words just ran through my head.I want us to be something real I do but I don't want her to leave .Im scared if I say something wrong she's goons leave.

I don't think I just say knowing if I over think the words that are about to come out my mouth they never will.so I just say it"I want you and me to be a us but I do not want you to run off "

"Car-" she was about to say something but before she could and I continued with my statement before "I want us to stand beside each other no mater what and when people ask who we are to each other we say that's were boyfriend and girlfriend or whatever but mainly I want you to be mine and only mine" I stop breathing for a second "will you?"

She looks at me and smiles with her Beautiful smile that I could look at all day."yes Carl"

I don't say anything I just hug her . It's cut short.I kiss her then head to the door to see who it was .She just stayed in the kitchen cleaning up I think.

I open up the front door it's April Evelyn's mom ."Uh Evelyn I think it's for you"is all I say not really knowing what to say we haven't seen April in like 6 years.I thought she left for good .

"Yeah yah I'm coming babe" she stops in her tracts as soon as she sees who it is."What the hell do you want April "

April starts to walk in I don't know if I should stop her or what "can a mother not come say hi to her kids "

Evelyn started to charge at her I knew she was about to start punching.I come up behind her and hold her close so she can't swing ." You where never a mother ever to me or to Colton all you did was give birth to us you bitch you have no right to show up here fucking leave now" she yelled loud enough to wake everyone in the house they all ran down stairs.Knowing this situation all to well .

Fiona started to trying to calm Evelyn down the best she could but she knew it was no use for we where all lined up at the railing as they all are now and Fiona yelling at Monica less than a year ago.

Colton and Liam came down stairs before Ian and Lip get the chance to grab the two younger boys.April sees Colton and starts to run up to him.

"Hey Colton"April said to Colton. "Who are you "is the only thing Colton said to her.

"I'm your mothe-" is all April got to say before I realized I loosened my grip on Evelyn she went flying out of my arms.She starts swinging her first back and forth hitting April .

Finally me Lip and Ian get Evelyn off her mom " you fucking bitch you have absolutely zero right walking in here throwing the word mother around like you've ever been one" April spit out at her mother.

Her mom spit out blood and had a evil smile that crept on her face "I sold the house you piece of shit you and that brat have fun on the streets" is all April said looking very pleased with her comment.

"You fucking bitch I swear to god I will kill you " Evelyn's trying to wiggle out of are arms but we aren't letting it happen.

"Be out by tomorrow at 6" and with that April ran out into some car.

We finally let go of Evelyn she just dropped to the floor crying mumbling things I couldn't make out to be words."hey baby girl you can stay with us"is all I say trying to comfort her Ian and Lip just nod not really sure of what there supposed to do.

She nodded and started to get up " I need to go check on Colt " is all she said before I stopped her and turned her to the back door heading to Kev and Vs.

"Let's get V to look at your hands" I look at her face to see if April managed to get any swings in.She didn't.

I drop her of at V and Kev's house and we start to explain everything . V just nods and takes Evelyn in a hug.She starts to treat her hands I yell out that "I'm going to go home to talk to Fiona and to text me when you are done"

I get over to our house I go up to Fiona's room seeing that she was up stairs with Liam and Colt tucking them in a pallet on her floor.

I look up and eyes start to tear ".Seeing Evelyn going though that crap with April reminded me of the whole Monica situation she just nodded and held her arms out I fall into them just like me and Debbie did when we found out that Ian was bipolar. I let the tears fall out from my eyes and just cried into Fiona.

"I've still been working with g-dawg"I say I'm between tears."I want out but I'm stuck "is the only thing I managed to get out .

She took my head and made me look her into her eyes "your getting out if I end killing some one then so be it but your getting out"she says through her teary eyes.I just nod "how about we take these things out for a start"talking about my cornrows

"Yeah okay" is the only thing I say.Thinking about everything that happened tonight really made me miss the days when I was younger and care free.I wish it was sill like that.

Let me tell you those things hurt about just as bad as they did going in "can Evelyn live here " I say between Fiona taking out my braids.

"You already know the answer to that we will make room some way or another" she says.

Was every ones life this screwed up or are we just the lucky ones.